cold.

pictures.
stepping into 2009!


taka's pal.
last min overnight mahjong session(tim px anna jeremy) at jeremy house on e 4th day of 2009.. yep.. last min enough.. hahahaa.. i headed for jeremy house on a 11.15pm train toward marina south soon after a phone call from anna(10.45pm)? who doesnt want to go home so early cause of her school holiday ending soon.. so steady right!! wahha.. a fone call.. den i will be there~ somemore me n tim just reached home after our dinner meet up tt day... although i lost 20bucks tt day.. but tt day was fun enough wahahah... but the fact i didnt sleep the whole night n heading straight to a full shift work sucks..

rsh.
works sucks when u didnt sleep the whole night for playing mahjong.. n even more sucky when the mahjong cause me to lose 20bucks~~~~~~~ super hard to tahan the shagness this time round~




cold.
ever since that issue started to upset her... she been treating me so coldly.. den to let her noe i disclose it to some of the ppl from the grp after she repeatedly said there is no need for the rest to know .. she is even more upset~ even more cold~ tt make me more sian~ hai~ 1stly the cold treatment i am getting from her~ sian~ 2nd seeing her in plenty of thoughts~ sian~ 3rd wondering how long this treatment is gonna to last~ sian~ i really dunno what/how to deal with it... i dunno how to face her also(the reason y i didnt talk to her at all on new year eve),i dunno y... sian~
look like let just natural goes it's way is the best solution,the way she always like things to be... the reason of me telling some of them is,i just felt the group must somehow know what is happening..
havent been sleeping well this past few days cause of this... plus xmas n new year... i tink i suffering from sleeping disorder already.. i can flip here flip for 2-3hours den fall asleep...

but seriously i always feel damn shitty too when i know she is upset over things(even if things that doesnt directly concern me)~~~~~~~~ i really want to do something to cheer her up... but i am always worrying things not working out correctly den in the end not doing anything~... n lastly i hope this thingy better get forgotten asap~~ if it drag any longer it is gonna to suck~! sigh~~