如煙.

如煙.

我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天　
生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切
七歲那一年 抓住那隻蟬 以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 就以為和他能永遠

- 有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎

- 讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野
讓生離和死別都遙遠 有誰能聽見

- 我坐在床前 轉過頭看 誰在沉睡　
那一張蒼老的臉 好像是我 緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 就化成最後一滴眼淚

- 有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 能洗掉後悔
化成大雨降落在 回不去的街

- 再給我一次機會 將故事改寫
還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉

- 有沒有那麼一個世界 永遠不天黑
星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮

- 月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 有誰能聽見

- 耳際 眼前 此生重演
是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑
人間 瞬間 天地之間 下次我 又是誰

- 有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝
永遠驕傲和完美 永遠不妥協
為何人生最後會像一張紙屑　
還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔
有沒有那麼一張書籤 停止那一天
最單純的笑臉和 最美那一年

- 書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水
雙眼只有無猜和無邪 讓我們無法無天

- 有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點
青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月

- 男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人間的苦痛 只有甜美
有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔

- 有誰能聽見 我不要告別
我坐在床前 看著指尖 已經如煙-五月天

work work work!

bdv.
life been work work work for me.. i don't hate working in kitchen. but to work split shift everyday is like shit.

范瑋琪-到不了

我找不到 我到不了
你所謂的 將來的美好
我什麼都不要 知不知道
若你懂我 這一秒
for fan's of xing guang da dao shld like this song too!

what size do u need?

rsh.
miss the day-dreaming and people watching and for the time to fly and the colleague too~

黃鴻升－不屑

20th n 21st.

taka's pal.
so meet up with everyone minus vera n sherry but addition of tom. for px n yz bird-day. damn fast man. the last time we celebrated their bird-day was last year at the chalet. now again. damn time flies!



bdv.
anyway 2 days. but i will slacking at home i tink. so wasted.

zhu ge liang!

been hook to ang mo songs for the past few mths.. but these 2 chinese song catches my ear when i saw their lives performance in zhu ge hui se(yes. zhu ge liang!! is back.. damn he is farking funny!! now i noe why so many ppl adored him before his disappearing act 13years ago.) n zhang hui mei is still damn powerful man!
无乐不作.

享受今夏天的热 穿越条幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇
不自量力说真的又有何不可
我想写歌
当天是空的 地是干的
我要为妳倒进狂热
让妳疯狂 让妳渴
让全世界知道妳是我的
天气疯了 海水滚了
所以我要无乐不作
不要浪费每一刻快乐
当梦的天行者

掉了.

心疼的玫瑰 半夜还开着
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝 冬天里飘着
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天 又何必去飞 怎么适合
黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽

2hr 10 mins

ahm.
2hr 10mins was the official timing. slower by 3mins compared to last year. not bad not bad. keep it up. and 10km for dec 6,2009 is confirmed already! cant wait. will want to get a better timing den sundown!!

drama.
chasing after my 2nd korean drama. brilliant legacy,good show actress with good acting skill but the guys acting abit cmi. the step-mum was damn farking disgusting,watch it n u will agree with me! feel like skinning her alive!!

bdv.
need to clear 4 day leave by end of years. need to plan for a plan!

3rd 21km.

ahm.
so completed my 3rd 21km run. pretty proud abt it! shld be a 2hr15mins+/- finish!! HAHA. so kinda of still deciding to run how much for scsm. 10,21 or 42? got to decide fast man.. or else getting more expensive!!


bdv.
man. still holding the record of kena scolding or nag once at least everyday. damn sian man. iya. endure endure.. 1 and 3/4 mths pass already.. abt 10 more mths only!!

on a brighter note. tml off day!!

2 off day.

2 days off!!

off day are damn precise for this attachment man.

but it's fly like a superman. sian 1/2.

army half marathon tml. 2h30mins is enough.

bdv.

bdv.
life in kitchen is tough. stress,hot,humid,demanding. n everyday sure at least kena nag or scolding. man. wrong choice? i dunno. but there r times where i enjoy begin inside of a kitchen. n 1off/week is making me a lifeless human,go home sleep. wake up work. damn. 500$/mth doesnt seem to b making it worthwhile deal. on a brighter note. 1mth gone!! 11more mths to go. HAHA!

but seriously i kinda of miss working at shopping centre,standing there daydreaming and see the world go round n round.

no surprises.

Ive practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that Ive got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause Im not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldnt have to give a reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldnt know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldnt have to give a reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Theres nothing here in this heart left to borrow
Theres nothing here in this soul left to say
Dont be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look thats left your eyes
Thats why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet its better than where we are now
But after going through this, its easier to see the reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

start of intern.

i am gonna to smell like onion,string ray and vinegar for the nxt 1 year after work. sian!

king of pop.

m.j.
1stly to pay tribute to the king of pop.. we lost someone so influential to the whole world.. dun believe he is influential? jus go and watch any of his concert.. c how crazy is his fans everytime he make a small movement.. but the real sad tings abt his death was he is only 50.. surely a lot of thing is left undone.. r.i.p m.j.
billie jean.

"she claim that i am the one,but the kid is not my son."-billie jean,micheal jackson.
i want to learn how to moonwalk so cool like him!!

meteor garden.
lately i been watching the korean "meteor garden",yes it is indeed better den taiwanese 1.. the f4 is really very handsome,of coz the shan-cai oso very pretty.. the acting was at a whole of different lvl.. and can get to see some of korean scenery.. it is a can watch to those who havent watched it and have the time for it..

transfomer.
revenge of fallen.. everyting is good except for the messy fighting.. i dun mind watching it again.. chevy camaro is hot so is MEGAN FOX!!! 4/5..

shatec.
went for a interview for my intern... look like i am 99% confirm of having a new challenge nxt monday onward.. jus have to wait for school confirmation.. but school admin are always so not effective!!

rsh.
with the intern problem settling.. mark the end of my working days with RSH msq.. quite sad actually.. but it's always hard to leave ur comfort zone..

anyway havent been running lately since sundown.. need to find some time to put on my running shoe..

let be the party boys!!

撑腰.

i love this dance man!!

1st ict completed.

ict.
1st ict finish lor!! 9 more to go. HAHA! great catch up with all the sausages who came back.. although all we did was ippt,section movement n 7-8km jungle bashing and abit etc etc,but to me begin in cv mode for 1 whole yr really exhaust all my combat fitness... farking shag ar everyday.. every morning i wake up with body cracking all over the moment i sit up from the lying position.. nxt yr ict shld be in june~

and most imptly. if any1 saw this green man flashing on ur t.v or movie screen with the word "Silent Panther/无声豹 or Bold Passage/险道" pls contact me asap. HAHA!

school.
exam lor! haha.
and i still havent get a place to do my intern. how?

4o4.
jason commissioned,congrat SIR! HAHA.
anyway,commissioning parade are nice.

den we slack at xing wang talking cock. i realise although xing wang dun serve tok kong food but it still not a bad place to chill and slack thru the night.

好朋友.

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞.

on government service.

You, CPL Sim Jun Wei are required under sect. 14 of the enlistment act,cap 93 to report for service at 1330 hrs on 08/06/2009 at Sungei Gedong Camp for the purpose of Annual ICT. You are to report in No. 4 dress.

ok,yes. i am excited abt it. i jus feel it's gonna be a good break from my current pace of life. and there is a chance getting abit more tan? HAHA. it's been long time since i take a good sun-bathing..

bl4ck.

sundown.
result r out!! very please abt it.. team no 18 out of 154!! jus a bit more burst of speed we wld have been in the top 10!! clocked a not too bad timing myself 54:25.78! but i tink i can clock a better timing!

shatec.
so i only left with 1 more mth to get a place to do intern. stress.. sent so many application but no reply at all... did recession really hit so hard?

band of sausages.
6more days to reservice! yes i am kinda of looking forward to it. HAHA!

雨天.

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头.
雨天-sun yan zi

race the night!

sundown.
yes!! i complete my 1st night running event.. team 10km! clocked below 1hr(actual result shld b out in 48hours time) bravo to kehin guohai and weiliang too! quite a xp,other den the route slightly squeezy i dont much complaint abt anythings else. so i guess i might having a go for nxt year sundown!




back to work tml!

elle.

elle.
she overtook matt parkman as my fav char from heroes. man,i really hope tim kring bring her back~ an interesting and unique character where u will feel that she's isnt really tt bad in natural,although abit sadist but somewhere in the character can make you feel she is more of a victim/good person in heart...


and also kristen bell is cute~ HAHA! and heroes ROCK.. seriously at least it wldnt get u lost in "lost" or left u wondering how cld some1 break out of 2 prison so easily with ONE prison blueprint tattoo onto his body only.. HAHA.. cant wait for season 4 man!!!

"I accidentally set my grandmother's house on fire when I was six. Caused a blackout in four counties in Ohio when I was eight. I spent my ninth birthday in a glass room with an IV of lithium in my arm. I've lived in this building for sixteen years, ever since the shrinks diagnosed me as a sociopath with paranoid delusions. But they’re just out to get me, 'cause I threatened to kill them. I'm twenty-four years old and I've never gone on a date. Never been on a roller-coaster. Never been swimming. And now you know everything there is to know about me. I don't have the luxury of being more interesting than that."
- Elle

king of europe.

congrats to barca!! worthwhile champ! total class and very entertaining football they shown!

SIAN! the 4th friday night i am struck at home! nvm,tml going go RUNNING!! haha!!

noose.

current affairs.
so A(h1n1)influenza hits singapore,let jus hope things dun get too worst.
n there is this country who are shooting missile like nobody's business,let jus said PEACE! no war! please.
n economy are picking up! cheers for the good news!!
no matter what life still carry on n on n on!! BARCELONA tonight!!!!

anyway i feel GOOD! HAHA!

可不可以愛我.

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
可不可以愛我-盧學叡
this song rock! got alot of feel!! HAHA! so xing guang s1 contestant are still the best!

butt-a-fly!

蔡依林-花蝴蝶

recently i been chonging yu le bai fen bai~ HAHA! but i always prefer if butterfly jie jie is 1 of the host!! ok.. yes she is cute! but her hosting are really funny n cute enough to said very good!! but what i really want to said is tt i am really impress with all the stars who recently appear on yu bai to promote their new cd.. pan wei bo,guo ji,卢学叡,jolin.. so keep ur ears open for all these new songs~

adidas sundown.
HAHA! yes! gonna go running again!! although not running the 42,meaning i not getting the finisher's tee,but i found out tt i getting a visor for finishing 10km,yes,it's a freebie so i shldnt be expecting much but i hoping it to be a nice looking 1! HAHA!! anyway i aiming for >49.59!! hope hin,hai and liang is up to it!! since it a team's run..

lift off!

I've been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in.
come on who is adam or kirs? david cook is still the best HAHA!!

i am so SICK of school.
i am so SICK of going that xtra mile.
i am so SICK of just living on that pathetic weekend job pay.
i am so SICK of having LIFELESS friday and saturday night.
i am so SICK of having to worry about tomorrow.
ok? any medicine which can help?

I AM GOING TO PACK MY BAGS AND LEAVE IF I AM GONNA BE GIVEN A CHANCE!

random.

suddenly i think i need a cool looking hi-fi in my room!! HAHA!

bloody hell.

shopping.
bloody hell! so i tot of jus rushing down to marina square to get the ds-trainer.. in the end i spent alot more!!!!!!!!! damn! dun u jus hate the feeling when u find out how much u spend after shopping but the ds-trainer is counted as birthday present from taka's peep ba cause i used their $ for it so overall still ok la~ anyway ate @ the new xing wang taiwan @ citylink with jeremy... yep the taiwan version 1.. my verdict is that, it's the same standard as the hong kong version 1~ the oyster omelet still lose to those zhen zhong i ate at liu he... so guys dun expect too much~

shatec.
so it's week 7.. 1 more week till deadline for kitchen organisation project... stress~

真实

anyway,i think it's time for a dose of k-boxing and mahjonging. havent do this 2 thingy for like a mth+ already~

saugages.

band of sausages.
jus now while writing on jinghui's wall a birthday wish,and i remembered doing cone duty with him during the last few exercise in singapore~ and of course many other SHITS.

some times ago(actually it less than a year.) when i was still serving like donkeys,i always look forward to getting myself out of this shit hole.. but always there is ppl who been thru' the same stage of a normal singaporean boys said i shld enjoy my days with these sausages while i can,if not u r so gonna miss it when u ord-ed... in my minds i will go "fucking bullshit,just let me out of this shit hole asap!" HAHA.. so ya i was wrong.. man,kinda of excited abt the coming ict,not because the shit i am gonna face,but the so much talking cock singing song that we gonna be doing...

sickshit.

shatec.
seriously i am SO sick(yeap SICK!! until want to vomit tt kind) of theory theory and more theory.. it's killing me~ sian.. everyday almost 9-5 of pumping in powerpoint slide into my brain,it's like squeezing all the coins into a already full piggy bank~ sian... endure.. 1more mth of theory only!!! then,i will out in the industries doing my internship. already prepare my resume and drafted my email ready.. but now i jus waiting to find out what is e school gonna tell us abt the internship this friday den i will click on the send button!!



i need a new challenge in life? it's really getting boring~

breaking the habit.

arab st.

arab st.
went out with hide and zhiwen,actual plan was to go eat kuishi-bo but it was already full house when we reached~ so in the end we went arab street instead. food was nice enough, sheesha was quite a xp~ HAHA!




OK~ back to school tml!!!!!! sad.

brawn.

sian~ life been sailing so normal recently... need to more happening~

traveling.
look like plans to travel during the june holiday is gonna to hit the swine flu wall already~

f1.
what is ferrari and who is lewis Hamilton or massa,when u got brawn gp and jenson button. man if they continue their winning streak they r so gonna rock the F1 world!,kinda of cant wait for f1 car to vroooom pass marina square again!

Nine in the afternoon.

your eyes like the size of the moon!

Jamal Malik.

revenge of the fallen.

damn farking cool. cant wait for those cool autobots and decepticons and of course the hot megan fox HAHA. june 24!!

"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing."-optimus prime.

yuki yaki.

taka's pal.
so ytd went out to celebrate our anna ge ge's birthday,minus eunice vera sherry every1 was there.. yuki yaki not up to expectation.. pretty fun and of course lots of haha-ing with them!!


labour day.
today is ph. i totally wasted it. sian. was at home the whole day pplive-ing. i hate to do this on free day~ nvm.. back to work tml!!

pay day come faster! my well is drying.

flu

flu.
i started to notice abt this current swine flu outbreak i tink some time ago from newspaper. and i jus realise how bad it have gotten to right after watching the news on tv just now. in less then 3wks after the 1st Mexican die from the flu,then it crosses the Atlantic ocean to u.s,spain,uk and some other countries which started to have afew confirmed case and more den 100 dead cause of the flu in mexico.something so small that cant be seem by naked eyes~ causing quite a havoc already..

expert r saying recession are sort of in the state of recovering~ but with this happening i tink we shldnt be too optimistic abt how tings are going?

people are dying~ people are afraid,taking precaution~ economic gonna hit another hump again~

let hope it doesnt get too jialet~




arsenal.
on another note, ARSENAL!!! pls win tonight, pls win in the 2nd leg,then pls win in the final!! then i will buy a arsenal jersey!!

millionaire!

slumdog.
i have no interest in the show at 1st. but when it started to headline news,i watched it. finally i understand why they win so many award. a deeper understanding how tough life is going on for slum kids. a MUST watch.


soundtrack was awesome too.. JAI HO!! haha.. catchy enough!!





SO PROUD I BEEN TO INDIA!!!

i was doing my regular run,a lot of school stuff came thru' my mind,it's really stressing me up~ project,test,getting a place for intership~ sian sian sian. esp the intership problem.

說你愛我.

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
說你愛我-s.h.e

scone and cookies.

shatec.
school stress been piling lately.. sian. project,the feeling of project deadline getting nearer always suck. then the intership problem,with the recession going on many hotel r freezing their intake of trainee,imagine there is sunrise and tp student oso to complete with to get the places. den pastry making was a pain in the ass also,everything have to measure,not too much not too little,totally different from cooking.. and when u r making dough,even worse need so much care that i finally understand why there is so many female pastry chef around... other then tt school is still ok. endure!!

taka's pal.
so ytd went out with some of them for prawning,seriously ytd was the worst prawning day of our life i guess. 12prawns for 3hrs from 4poles. totally kena kanto already.. so i guess i am skipping prawning for some time at least~

rsh.
win been persuading us part-timer to work more,but i cldnt cause of school schedule,everyday is 9-4 at least.. if i can,i will,cause 1stly been enjoying working there and who will said no to money. 2 and 1/2 mth till last day!

money.
been spending like i have a enormous well of gold in my house. need to do something abt it.

travel.
i got a free week to go traveling at the last wk of june,but i dunno where to go and no kay kee to go with~ sian.



OFF TO MARINA SQUARE~ to WORK! sian.

just for laugh.

shatec.

with obama look-a-like classmate,look like my days in dcs 0708B are always ready for CHANGE!
class got cancel tml. yata!! 1 free off day!!! let find something to do to fill up my day!!

long weekend.

long weekend.
kinda of immume to long weekend. doesnt feel any fun or joy in it.. cause i am mainly working in those 3 days. guess i wldnt feel monday blue tml. think there is another 2 long weekend coming.. labour and vesak day. guess should be working too!

running.
sundown is coming.. need to start training. anyway i joined army half marathon again. my 3 half marathon,kinda of looking forward to it. and oso i need to get a new running shoe soon,asics kayano or ds-trainer? will be using the birthday $ from taka's pal ba. time to pamper my foot.

shatec.
need to start looking out for lobang for attachment already! sian~

她的睫毛.

她粉嫩清秀的外表
像是多汁的水蜜桃 谁都想咬
她嘴上亮丽的唇膏
有一股自信的骄傲 我看得到
周杰倫 - 她的睫毛

rojak.

rojak.
so there is this rojak food poisoning issue going on.. as a victim of MILD food poisoning myself before,leg was so weak u cldnt even pull urself off the bed,vomiting like ur intestines is coming out,shit like there is infinite amount of it in ur body,getting myself to the hospital to get dripped for 1/2 a day and it was so much pain.. compared to my,this issue is really a BIG 1, with 100over affected, really felt bad and cant imagining how much pain those kena jialet jialet from this rojak problem are going thru'. esp the 1 who is dead n the 1 who is in coma. i guess people should be more careful when handling food.

shatec.
school restarted. after 3 mths of ALL hand-on teaching. theory lesson is killing me.




there is this new friend of mine,who are giving me a slight problem, i dunno how to describe the problem, maybe "she feel so like her." would be the description.
i dunno,should be something i would forget about 2 weeks later ba. haha.

春天的呐喊.

当阳光很冷淡
心情很吉普赛
没人能挡住我
跟平凡掰掰
春天的呐喊-五月天

holiday!

shatec.
took my comprehensive test just now. quite disappointed with myself, cause of untidiness and wastage of ingridents.. losing marks on mistake which can be easily prevented.. let hope the marker will have mercy.
my menu,

Layered Salad Drizzle With Honey Balsamic

Layers of ingredients;mesulen mix,cucumber,tomato,sweet pea,hard-boiled egg,green pepper and bacon. Drizzle with honey balsamic.

Roasted Chicken With Mushroom sauce.

Roasted chicken with creamy forest mushroom sauce. Served with asparagus and simple aglio oilo penne pasta.

the picture of the salad didnt turn out too good..
jus hope i get good enough marks for this test cause i dont want to do a re-test for this!!

time to enjoy my 1 week break after begin a free labour for 3 mths... and i rcvd the new time table for nxt term already... it's suck.. tink i can only work RSH during sat and sun only.. sian.. need to enjoy my time at RSH already.. cause it will be the last 3 mths for me..

PUMA.
think i am becoming a puma fan already.. been buying alot of stuff recently... HAHA!

last few days.

shatec.
YES!! last wk of free labouring! nothing much left to do at production. then i am left with just a test before my 1 wk HOLIDAY! but anyway planning to spend my holiday at RSH.. ahaha.

taka's pal.
went prawning with eunice jeremy and tim last friday. fun and yummy!

will go there again!!

撐腰.

-luo zhi xiang.
getting so many star to cameo and dance with him make this a very interesting mv.. but actually all his recent dance song is all damn freaking nice.. but what to do he is the asia dance king! this is quite a catchy song too!!

LET'S BE THE PARTY BOYS!!

routine order.

life.
monday-friday.
6.15-wake up.
7.00-head to school.
8.00-report to chef steward.
12.00-eat lunch.
16.00-wash the kitchen.
17.00-head back home.
19.30-slack/jogging.
00.00-lights out.

saturday-sunday.
8.30-wake up.
10.00-head for marina square for work.
22.00-punch out.
23.00-wash up.
00.00-lights out.

life been so routine for me for the past 2 and 1/2 week. except for ytd,where i had a very very unpleasant day,all thanks to nike singapore. i will not step into that shop again for nike stuff.

worst day of life.

vera's b-day.

taka's pal.
vera b-day,today but it was celebrated on saturday night at a steamboat shop at bugis called sian de lai~ haha.. food is ok.. the place was good s in the ambient not too bad for 20$. and swiss bake cake is good~ quite fun. hope she enjoyed it..






after went mahjong with px,yz,jeremy and tim. man. fun but lose $. sian~

shatec.
1st day at production. feeling totally not good.. guess it was because of the new surrounding. time passed so slowly.

don't say goodbye.

看着你哭的时候特别奇怪
想给的安慰总是说不出来
为何这爱总是拼凑不起来
现在的你为何笑的那么愉快
因为你
我可以永远在这等待
因为你
我不会再悲哀
Don't Say Goodbye
我还不想离开
Don't Say Goodbye
能不能从头再来
Don't Say Goodbye
这一切开始的太快
让我静静一个在这发呆-ke you lun.


i need a morale booaster pls.
sigh~

stop.

zouk.
went zouking again~ with jason they all again. seriously need to take a break from it for at least a few mths.. cause very bad for health,very bad for pocket. sian~

charcoal.

charcoal.

junwei.bob.yawen.alicia.
last week at charcoal~ gained alot of knowledge from there.. so overall the xp was worthwhile~ den i will be going back school production kitchen for 1 mth.. tt will mark the end of free labouring. wahaha.. hate the feeling of going to a new enviroment~ anyway met quite alot of new ppl at charcoal~ pastry side~ hotel management side~ this is just the 2 of them.. yawen n alicia~ mayb 3 if u look carefully at the door reflection~ andy is there too~ haa..

jackman.

oscar.

bravo to hugh jackman!!! inject life into oscar!! tot he can only act~ lol.. but anyway cant wait for his Wolverine movie!

ict.

i was joking talking abt the army with syaza~ in less than a hour later. i rcvd a sms telling me my ict date~ sigh~

button.

benjamin.
went to catch benjamin button with hide and miya(hide's jap fren.) not a action/horror/thriller but it was a awesome SHOW. totally worth the 6$ tixs. story was really good. make me think twice abt wanting to grow younger where else every1 of ur friends/family is going the normal way~ another plus point for girls to catch the show is brad pitt,he was really damn cool when he is at 30s-20s in the show~



"I was born under unusual circumstances.":benjamin button.

i will be.

i will be.

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
i will be-leona lewis.
avril lavigne wrote this song.. and sung it too.. both version very sama sama to me~ good song~!

let get wasted.

firstly.

me and mr salmon.

zouk. 07/02/2009



actually there were alot more photos.. but it look too drunk to be shown~
the 5 unfamiliar face are jason's friends or friend's friend.. quite friendly enough~ wahaha~ darma,nelson,peiying,nick and i cldnt remember the birthday boy name~ it was a unique name if i didnt remmeber wrongly~

city hall.

rsh/shatec.
i jus realise for the 2mths++,i have been traveling to city hall mrt station for rsh/charcoal.. tt is equal to 7days a week. n it is gonna continue till end of this mth at least~ wtf..

zooukkeeedd

zouked.
wahahah.. ytd was fun with jason n his friends n of course tong how and hui sian,yong jie,edmund(after entering he gone missing~) n his friends.. maybe is because drink too much.. but it was really FUN!!! when ur friends are crazy enough after drinking~! anyway the drink gravdyard taste like rubbish chute water. think we did take pictures~ so try to upload it when i get it..

heading toooooo work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

passed.

ippt.
si bei sian ar. cldnt even get a sliver... damn.. was aiming for a sliver at least~~ sigh~ the standing board was indeed the killer~ i went for it as my 1st station.. n it totally spoilt my mood for the rest of the ippt.. haha.. maybe it's jus me finding excuses for myself abt not being able to get sliver at least.. but anyway if only sbj result was abit better.. it wld have been a 100$ diff~!!! but anyway happy enough to get 100$ for 2hours of my time.

anyway doing ippt as a NSman make me feel so old.. wahhahah~ used to envy them very much.. now i am part of these "UNCLE" soldier..

but shit it~ i am going zouk to party.. time to lift my not-so-strict curfew on coke,beer and eating unhealthily for at least 1 mth!!!

time to throw this shit away!

maybe it was because the cv life i am enjoying now making me not as fit as i was before~

now i present to u this unglamorous shit..

i noe why they so good.. put 400$ as incentive for gold.. cause it was really hard to get~

revenge of the fallen.

omg! i cant wait! go to their official webbie for a clearer video~
"You don't stop, you don't hide. You run."-Sam Witwicky


who wldnt want a chevy camaro? damn.. maybe shld scape off fair lady as my dream car already.. wahaha..

as a fan.

arsenal.
is arsenal gonna sign Andrei Arshavin anot? damn it... it's been a long time arsene wenger signed some1 i know~ wahahha~ n this season arsenal so chui.. so i really hope wenger will make it happen to make me as a fan at least happy abt having a new good quality player!!!

he got slickly move~

anime.
and damn.. the only 2 anime i am chasing is going thru filler phase~! sian~

lacoste.
omg~ go www.lacoste.com to check their new spring/summer collection~ need to save up abit n be prepare for their new stuff!!!! but normally their stuff look fucking nice on their model~ n sadly not everything will be available in s'pore~

ippt.
ippt this sat~ let hope i get 200$ at least.. wahahahha

band of sausages.
lomo!! ubin/taiwan!!

haha.. everything is nice except for the finger!! so imagine it's not there...

there was actually 1 with me n zhan ming only.. but somehow the picture nv came out..
btw.. going to run with kehin,guohai,weiliang during adidas sundown! team relay-10.5km.. looking forward to it man!!

Valkyrie.

a tom cruise movie. look very nice~ base on a true story!
"We have to kill Hitler.":Col. Claus von Stauffenberg

花海.

不要你离开 回忆花不开
请你等重来 我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂 她爱着大海
情歌被打败 爱已不存在-周杰伦

struck!

look like i have a lucky ass~! wahahahah..

22+

taka's pal.
sort of had a bird-day celebration with some of them.. not every1 turned up.. but it's ok! got to thanks all of u guys again for the "present"~!




chu liu.
went ah j house as per yearly 1st sat of cny~ went there to lose money again~ si bei sian~ but tong how damn huat~ won the 9 of us~ abt $288.90 in around 3 hours time?
cant believe it man~



anyway~ jan of 2009 ended really fast~~ come on TIME~ cant you show a bit of mercy n slow down abit can~



and thanks alot to those who wishes me happy birthday! really appreciate it.. be it a simple sms or handshake or writing on my facebook's wall!! most of the wishes came with ppl asking me to work hard for my future!! don't worry ppl... i myself want a brighter future too so i will work as hard as i possibly can!!


and i am hoping my 22nd chapter of my life to be at it's fullest 24/7~




warwick avenue.

this song sort got my attention~ yz sang this song ytd.. a really really simple mtv(watch it n u will know how simple it is~) but it does bring out the meaning of the song...

22nd

OLDER THAN YESTERDAY!!!

end of p.h.

cny.
damn.. 4 days long of p.h~ totally off from school or rsh~ jus at a blink of eyes like tt gone.. haha.. at least didnt really waste it~
-steamboating
-collecting ang bao
-realise i got a new cousin(elvin his name,i think~) recently
-jalan jalan around a lifeless orchard road
-went to mustafa(damn. i dunno to spell~) for the 1st time
-went for a drive around singapore
-prawning for the 1st time(fun enough to do it again soon~)
-got a very good night of sleep,toally shioked when i wake up~

mustafa isnt a bad place to shop~ the perfume is cheap~! the watch there is cheap oso,if u r looking for old design can head there for a try too~

man. i realise i didnt gamble for the 1st time during cny~ but shld be able to do it this sat at jason house~ tt shld be my last house visiting for cny this year.

22nd.
end of cny. mean it's coming~ sian 1/2.


END OF HOLIDAY!!

牛.

牛.
happy 牛 year to everybody~ everybody is saying it's gonna be a tough year ahead... my uncles.. lee hsien loong.. my father.. obama.. feng shui experts.. n many more~ look like everybody aint optimistic about the new year.. so let just hope everyone can be as tough as a ox against the tough year ahead... HUAT AR!!

and there will be a Partial Solar Eclipse on the 1st day of cny.. i think around 4plus 5 plus~ visible in s'pore too.. they said..

早.知道愛

another nice song from xing guang 1. i think only those singer from the 1st xing guang are making impact...
早知道爱 我已忘了离开
等你明白 我非你不爱
或许知道 却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
-卢学叡

blowing up.

cny.
cny in 3 days time. i tink i getting the mood already.. hahaha.. been humming cny songs ever since visiting the toilet in ms... cant believe they actually play tt cny songs in the toilet... cause i dun remember they play music in the toilet before... wahahaha.. n kinda of looking forward to go up to my grandma house for some steamboating!!

school.
my dulan meter exploded.
lost my cool today,but partly bob's fault i tink.. he been whining abt going home early n all kinda of other shit too much recently... what's make me dulan was,i just don't understand why such a big guy like him have to whine so much~ the rest of the grp are going the same pot of shit... yes.. the whole grp including me do whine abt shits but total up also not as much as him.. man.. plus the bziness of the kitchen at that very moment... plus those customer keep pushing us to release our food as fast as burger king(man. i know those shithead wldnt read this but, charcoal is a fine dining restaurant la dey) hahaha... thinking back,i shld have manage my dulan meter more properly.

河濱公園.

swissotel.

band of sausages.
thanks to wei liang.. suddenly my pc become a entertainment hub for myself. watch so many movie suddenly~ HAHAH..

shatec.
was told to go swissotel to help the national team to do abit of cutting on tues. as we forcasted they only allowed us to touch those cheap cheap n simple thingy to cut.. e.g olive,parsley and butter! wahahah... not glamorous at all.. although didnt get too much exposure to anything,but at least going back to swissotel after like 4years? was something~ everybody cant recognize me already... but i still remember some of them,esp chef allan? still as spider as ever... the auntie at plaza meeting room n the 2 drivers.. and some of the banquet leader... other den tt... school still the same~ endure!! another 2 more mths++ of free labours only!!


saving private ryan.
[Being told he can go home]
Private Ryan: Hell, these guys deserve to go home as much as I do. They've fought just as hard.
Captain Miller: Is that what I'm supposed to tell your mother when she gets another folded American flag?
Private Ryan: You can tell her that when you found me, I was with the only brothers I had left. And that there was no way I was deserting them. I think she'd understand that.





look like she cooled down~ hope all go back to normal asap!

routine life.

OK! i know i been changing my song too regularly~ but i just cldnt find a good song la dey~

nothing happened recently.. life been too routine for the past 5days.. wake up. stick my face on the computer's screen. wash up. head to city hall. work. head back home. wash up. den stick onto the screen again.. den lights off.. too much of stoning in b/w all this thingy...

i hate this kinda of life.

cny.
i havent get the cny kick yet. how?

22nd.
i really dun want it to come. i am still not ready.. wahahhaha... maybe it's just tt i have a lot thingy i still yet to accomplish...

band of sausages.
meeting gh n kh tml.. to pass them their ballsSSSSS!!

built to last.

I've looked for love in stranger places,
But never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
And now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
But most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
built to last-melee.

bleeding love.

leona lewis.
/bow leona lewis.

nb.. her vocal so farking good.. tt every song she re-sung live sound better then the original singer... even this.. already a very nice song itself by snow patrol,but she make it better!!! it's quite worthwhile to explore youtube for live singing if you are free.. u will go wow!
ran.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
-snow patrol(leona lewis)

14days.

cny.
chinese new year in 2 weeks time.. i hate doing spring-cleaning........... anyway i settled my shoes n bottom already... jus need to get a top soon.. then i will be done with my new year clothing.. n my 2009 didnt kick off too well,hope my chinese 2009 can be diff story... and in order to get the cny kick into u guys who are reading this and myself.. i decided... JUST TURN ON UR SPEAKER!! WAHAHAha...

taka's pal.
went to watch red cliff 2 on friday with them... draggy show. not worth a 10$ tixs at all. then sat went chilling with some them..

rsh.
work was great on sunday.. time passed real fast!! but strangely i really spent too much recently.. now my pay is damn chui already~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

school.
nothing much. learning quite alot from the training restaurant.. then will be in the afternoon shift for this week.

was things really that bad? let give a few more weeks of cool down period. pls. who wld want to have a misunderstanding with someone special to them. i really feel no problem about telling them abt it. they are part of the group,they shld somewhat know abt it. tt is how i feel abt whole issue. headache.

worst shopping.

shopping.
i am farking pissed. all thanks to PUMA. i went all the way to sentosa cove to try get a shoe i aimed for 1 mth.. and end up empty handed today.... last friday.. i went vivo puma.. and decided to buy the shoe i wanted... but no size.. and the staff told me all the small sizes of all the volvo ocean race shoes of the whole puma in s'pore got transfered to a sentosa event... 2nd day... i went over to marina puma n asked if they can transfer 1 back for me.. and they tell me it isnt possible.. asked me to go get it myself at sentosa... so i asked them to check stock n reserve a uk 7 of the shoe i wanted.. so i wldnt get disappointed after traveling all the way there..

so today.. i went over... 3$ to get in to sentosa.. and 5-10mins to look for tt damn shop.. once i entered n approach the sale person.. i said "hi. i reserved a shoe from marina." then they bring out the shoe..

my mind go... "NI NAI MA..... WRONG SHOE!!!!!" i was really really angry and to make matter worst,they told me the white colour 1 didnt get transfer to sentosa at all!!!!! damn.. but i didnt blow.. cause i understand tt a nasty customer=asshole. and i have shoe fetish.. i just WANT my god damn shoe tt all.. so i asked them in quite a stern tone to by hook or by crook to look for tt bloody shoe in the whole s'pore and get it transfer to marina square by tml. the female promoter was helpful n understanding n fast enough. n luckily there is still a last pair in ngee ann city.. but i am still really dissapointed in them man... to make me travel all the way and end up empty handed.. farking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope nothing is going to go wrong with the shoes tml... if not i am going to farking shoot a complain email to somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.. going there is quite eye-opening.. the event is really like ocean version of F1.. i didnt except the race boat to be so small... as in it's doesnt seem to be able to withstand those HUGE wave in the DEEP ocean... and with 11 ppl squeezing in there... i really think it's god damn tough with that small boat.. it's only a lorry size big? and sentosa cove look like a really really nice place to live in... those rich ass who is gonna to stay there is sure gonna to enjoy...









man. i just don't understand her. why do i still carry such affection toward her when it's been so many years. i just dun want to give up. but i aint doing anything abt it.

"what the fuck! so bright already" the 1st line of words that appeared in mind after waking up.

shatec.
yep. skipped school. cause i overslept. when burger called.. it was already 10am already.. no use going also cause will be finishing at 12.. not planning to get a mc.. shld i tell chef thong a fairy tale? or the truth? lol.. will c how tml... guess 1 overnight mahjong+1 day of full shift work really sucked dry my energy~~ i fell asleep the moment i drop on to my bed..

rsh.
at least still attended work today.. if not my day will be like so waste of time waking up for.. haha.. but it's monday so it's a pretty slow day for most shopping malls.. went shopping around during my break. shortlisted a few stuff.. cause payday is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahOO..

ippt.
booked my ippt. 07022009. haha. better start training,sim!!

小酒窝,

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
-林俊杰&蔡卓妍 - 小酒窝
out of his so many duet.. i think this is the best.. the rest listen 7-8times jiu sian already.. this 1 till now is still inside my playlist in my nano..

picture of the day.





suddenly i really want to be trilingual, reclingual, traplingual,etc etc. not really actually... at least understand good enough already.. dun need to speak too well... all my friend who can speak more then 2 languages,normally picked their 3rd 1 from young.. so i dont really know where or which school to head to learn some lauguages.. cheap yet good! anybody can point a direction?

cold.

pictures.
stepping into 2009!


taka's pal.
last min overnight mahjong session(tim px anna jeremy) at jeremy house on e 4th day of 2009.. yep.. last min enough.. hahahaa.. i headed for jeremy house on a 11.15pm train toward marina south soon after a phone call from anna(10.45pm)? who doesnt want to go home so early cause of her school holiday ending soon.. so steady right!! wahha.. a fone call.. den i will be there~ somemore me n tim just reached home after our dinner meet up tt day... although i lost 20bucks tt day.. but tt day was fun enough wahahah... but the fact i didnt sleep the whole night n heading straight to a full shift work sucks..

rsh.
works sucks when u didnt sleep the whole night for playing mahjong.. n even more sucky when the mahjong cause me to lose 20bucks~~~~~~~ super hard to tahan the shagness this time round~




cold.
ever since that issue started to upset her... she been treating me so coldly.. den to let her noe i disclose it to some of the ppl from the grp after she repeatedly said there is no need for the rest to know .. she is even more upset~ even more cold~ tt make me more sian~ hai~ 1stly the cold treatment i am getting from her~ sian~ 2nd seeing her in plenty of thoughts~ sian~ 3rd wondering how long this treatment is gonna to last~ sian~ i really dunno what/how to deal with it... i dunno how to face her also(the reason y i didnt talk to her at all on new year eve),i dunno y... sian~
look like let just natural goes it's way is the best solution,the way she always like things to be... the reason of me telling some of them is,i just felt the group must somehow know what is happening..
havent been sleeping well this past few days cause of this... plus xmas n new year... i tink i suffering from sleeping disorder already.. i can flip here flip for 2-3hours den fall asleep...

but seriously i always feel damn shitty too when i know she is upset over things(even if things that doesnt directly concern me)~~~~~~~~ i really want to do something to cheer her up... but i am always worrying things not working out correctly den in the end not doing anything~... n lastly i hope this thingy better get forgotten asap~~ if it drag any longer it is gonna to suck~! sigh~~

364days more!!

2009.
suddenly felt alot of thingys was left undone in 2008... but just dunno wat is it... but who care!!!!!!!! lets move forward!!!!!!!!!!!

taka's pals.
spent my last few hours of 2008 plus 1st 6 hours of 2009 with taka's pals(-eunice n sherry!!). anna was on form!! so kinda of fun with her around!! play mahjong~ watch tv~ eat sushi~ eat pizza~ count down~ play game~ slack around!!!! still waiting for tim to send pictures!!!

xiao zhu.

listen to the live singing he done here!!! damn nice song!! listen le si bei got feel!! wahhaha..
那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
搞笑-罗志祥

010109.
spent my day working!! work work work!!! kinda of enjoyed...