bleeding love.

leona lewis.
/bow leona lewis.

nb.. her vocal so farking good.. tt every song she re-sung live sound better then the original singer... even this.. already a very nice song itself by snow patrol,but she make it better!!! it's quite worthwhile to explore youtube for live singing if you are free.. u will go wow!
ran.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
-snow patrol(leona lewis)

14days.

cny.
chinese new year in 2 weeks time.. i hate doing spring-cleaning........... anyway i settled my shoes n bottom already... jus need to get a top soon.. then i will be done with my new year clothing.. n my 2009 didnt kick off too well,hope my chinese 2009 can be diff story... and in order to get the cny kick into u guys who are reading this and myself.. i decided... JUST TURN ON UR SPEAKER!! WAHAHAha...

taka's pal.
went to watch red cliff 2 on friday with them... draggy show. not worth a 10$ tixs at all. then sat went chilling with some them..

rsh.
work was great on sunday.. time passed real fast!! but strangely i really spent too much recently.. now my pay is damn chui already~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

school.
nothing much. learning quite alot from the training restaurant.. then will be in the afternoon shift for this week.

was things really that bad? let give a few more weeks of cool down period. pls. who wld want to have a misunderstanding with someone special to them. i really feel no problem about telling them abt it. they are part of the group,they shld somewhat know abt it. tt is how i feel abt whole issue. headache.

worst shopping.

shopping.
i am farking pissed. all thanks to PUMA. i went all the way to sentosa cove to try get a shoe i aimed for 1 mth.. and end up empty handed today.... last friday.. i went vivo puma.. and decided to buy the shoe i wanted... but no size.. and the staff told me all the small sizes of all the volvo ocean race shoes of the whole puma in s'pore got transfered to a sentosa event... 2nd day... i went over to marina puma n asked if they can transfer 1 back for me.. and they tell me it isnt possible.. asked me to go get it myself at sentosa... so i asked them to check stock n reserve a uk 7 of the shoe i wanted.. so i wldnt get disappointed after traveling all the way there..

so today.. i went over... 3$ to get in to sentosa.. and 5-10mins to look for tt damn shop.. once i entered n approach the sale person.. i said "hi. i reserved a shoe from marina." then they bring out the shoe..

my mind go... "NI NAI MA..... WRONG SHOE!!!!!" i was really really angry and to make matter worst,they told me the white colour 1 didnt get transfer to sentosa at all!!!!! damn.. but i didnt blow.. cause i understand tt a nasty customer=asshole. and i have shoe fetish.. i just WANT my god damn shoe tt all.. so i asked them in quite a stern tone to by hook or by crook to look for tt bloody shoe in the whole s'pore and get it transfer to marina square by tml. the female promoter was helpful n understanding n fast enough. n luckily there is still a last pair in ngee ann city.. but i am still really dissapointed in them man... to make me travel all the way and end up empty handed.. farking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope nothing is going to go wrong with the shoes tml... if not i am going to farking shoot a complain email to somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.. going there is quite eye-opening.. the event is really like ocean version of F1.. i didnt except the race boat to be so small... as in it's doesnt seem to be able to withstand those HUGE wave in the DEEP ocean... and with 11 ppl squeezing in there... i really think it's god damn tough with that small boat.. it's only a lorry size big? and sentosa cove look like a really really nice place to live in... those rich ass who is gonna to stay there is sure gonna to enjoy...









man. i just don't understand her. why do i still carry such affection toward her when it's been so many years. i just dun want to give up. but i aint doing anything abt it.

"what the fuck! so bright already" the 1st line of words that appeared in mind after waking up.

shatec.
yep. skipped school. cause i overslept. when burger called.. it was already 10am already.. no use going also cause will be finishing at 12.. not planning to get a mc.. shld i tell chef thong a fairy tale? or the truth? lol.. will c how tml... guess 1 overnight mahjong+1 day of full shift work really sucked dry my energy~~ i fell asleep the moment i drop on to my bed..

rsh.
at least still attended work today.. if not my day will be like so waste of time waking up for.. haha.. but it's monday so it's a pretty slow day for most shopping malls.. went shopping around during my break. shortlisted a few stuff.. cause payday is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahOO..

ippt.
booked my ippt. 07022009. haha. better start training,sim!!

小酒窝,

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
-林俊杰&蔡卓妍 - 小酒窝
out of his so many duet.. i think this is the best.. the rest listen 7-8times jiu sian already.. this 1 till now is still inside my playlist in my nano..

picture of the day.





suddenly i really want to be trilingual, reclingual, traplingual,etc etc. not really actually... at least understand good enough already.. dun need to speak too well... all my friend who can speak more then 2 languages,normally picked their 3rd 1 from young.. so i dont really know where or which school to head to learn some lauguages.. cheap yet good! anybody can point a direction?

cold.

pictures.
stepping into 2009!


taka's pal.
last min overnight mahjong session(tim px anna jeremy) at jeremy house on e 4th day of 2009.. yep.. last min enough.. hahahaa.. i headed for jeremy house on a 11.15pm train toward marina south soon after a phone call from anna(10.45pm)? who doesnt want to go home so early cause of her school holiday ending soon.. so steady right!! wahha.. a fone call.. den i will be there~ somemore me n tim just reached home after our dinner meet up tt day... although i lost 20bucks tt day.. but tt day was fun enough wahahah... but the fact i didnt sleep the whole night n heading straight to a full shift work sucks..

rsh.
works sucks when u didnt sleep the whole night for playing mahjong.. n even more sucky when the mahjong cause me to lose 20bucks~~~~~~~ super hard to tahan the shagness this time round~




cold.
ever since that issue started to upset her... she been treating me so coldly.. den to let her noe i disclose it to some of the ppl from the grp after she repeatedly said there is no need for the rest to know .. she is even more upset~ even more cold~ tt make me more sian~ hai~ 1stly the cold treatment i am getting from her~ sian~ 2nd seeing her in plenty of thoughts~ sian~ 3rd wondering how long this treatment is gonna to last~ sian~ i really dunno what/how to deal with it... i dunno how to face her also(the reason y i didnt talk to her at all on new year eve),i dunno y... sian~
look like let just natural goes it's way is the best solution,the way she always like things to be... the reason of me telling some of them is,i just felt the group must somehow know what is happening..
havent been sleeping well this past few days cause of this... plus xmas n new year... i tink i suffering from sleeping disorder already.. i can flip here flip for 2-3hours den fall asleep...

but seriously i always feel damn shitty too when i know she is upset over things(even if things that doesnt directly concern me)~~~~~~~~ i really want to do something to cheer her up... but i am always worrying things not working out correctly den in the end not doing anything~... n lastly i hope this thingy better get forgotten asap~~ if it drag any longer it is gonna to suck~! sigh~~

364days more!!

2009.
suddenly felt alot of thingys was left undone in 2008... but just dunno wat is it... but who care!!!!!!!! lets move forward!!!!!!!!!!!

taka's pals.
spent my last few hours of 2008 plus 1st 6 hours of 2009 with taka's pals(-eunice n sherry!!). anna was on form!! so kinda of fun with her around!! play mahjong~ watch tv~ eat sushi~ eat pizza~ count down~ play game~ slack around!!!! still waiting for tim to send pictures!!!

xiao zhu.

listen to the live singing he done here!!! damn nice song!! listen le si bei got feel!! wahhaha..
那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
搞笑-罗志祥

010109.
spent my day working!! work work work!!! kinda of enjoyed...