sorry.

i really got out of hand,wasn't all out to make you frustrated and feel complicated. i was really too selfish,i just cldn't control it. all i want was to let it out and let someone know about this. cause i am really lost after keeping it to myself for so long. it's was really a childish action tt i shldn't had make. most imptly i should have spare a thought for you.

again.

friends.
abt the korean gourment yesterday. it was good la but expensive like i expected. at least i am done with my korean craving for the past mth. i don't recommend that place. but if people want korean food can go mosque street at chinatown. tt 1 cheap and nice.. my cousin did told me to go try the 1 near thomson plaza 1 but hide told me it's expensive. who to trust? lol. guess it better to make a trip there when chance arise.

rsh.
11-11. yes. due to that damn f1 there is extended hours. anyway ytd was at marina square area. the place now is in a total mess and it look like due to the road closure there wasnt much crowd at that area too,so i reckon tml n sunday will be the same,wooohooo slacking time!! o ya.. my new work environment was better then lacoste in someway. cause i get to listen to power 98 rather then those french music over n over n over again. people is friendly. the place is so big n i can really slack man. but of course if there is a chance to go back lacoste, i will.

life.
here i go again. struck at home again. looking at things on the brighter note. at least i going to work tml n sunday 11-11. den monday start school. suddenly i want do something like buggies jumping or parachuting... but i guess the chance will only come in the near future. and also what's the world coming to.the recent china milk problems,those innocent babies,due to a person's greed to make his product better,it got the whole world shaken... HUMANs...

jay.
anyway zhou dong's new song is really nice. he is awesome man. this song really got feel!
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
no matter how tough life goes.. don't give up so easily guessed tt what he trying to said. "我们是不是该知足,珍惜一切 就算没有拥有." this hit me hard man and got me thinking.

correction.

friends.
finally i am not going to rot at home... meeting hide and tim for korean gourment. http://www.jangshou.com/
i call it gourment. cause i guess it gonna to cost a bomb. but i don't care. food=enjoyment. my philosophy of life is I JUST WANT TO ENJOY LIFE!!

reality of life.
btw. i just realise those born in 1990 will 18 this years. OMG i am OLD already... in a few mths time i will be 22nd den afew more years i will be 30... shit.. i fear aging man.

jay.
btw jay new single is out. his albums coming out soon i guess..
dao xiang-jay zhou

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼　人要這麼的脆弱墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
he really diao man.

pcd.

they r HOT.this song is nice too.

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars!

army dazes.

band of sausages.
was talking to derek.talking abt wow and army life.i seriously miss it.. it's been a good xp.. met great sausages. free food. free bed. free exercise. free toilet. free traveling. and most imptly dun need to worry what happen tml. cause everything will be planned out and surely there gonna be something to do everyday...and nowadays when i meet new friends who gone thru ns we will normally be talking how tough life was that 2 years and comparing it around.. actually i only hate army when it burn my weekend. live firing,guard duty or whatever other duty..and due to the sianness of my school holiday i decided to do this post.i gonna let picture's do some talking and hope i don't into troubles.. lol..

chao recruit.
they don't call chao recruit for no reason. u can imagine how smelly it is if you are gonna take picture with us.. but LOOK i got 8pacs wahahha....

pop.
they call us man since this day. me with yigong.


sausages.

act like some kind of boy bands.

ayam brand.

how i endure thru' the curry days. imagine breakfast curry fish. lunch curry chick. dinner curry mutton. i am grateful to whoever created canned food. and i was downed with food poisoning the 2nd day i was back in spore. struck in hospital with i.v drip for 1 whole day,tt is the sickest day of my life. blame those curry!

my fav.
my fav photo. miss their noise. their engine,their gun. their track's voices..

taj mahan.
i am proud that i gone india. cause i am sure not many people will have/want the chance to go india.

agra fort.

india is more about scenery. there is a love story b/w this fort n taj mahan.

india's sunset

i took this photo.

long way.
the long route to go thru' in wallaby.

wallaby sunsets.
this pretty sunset. i took this photo too!

taiwan.

my fav. it's all about food AND....


SHOPPING.. this is just 2 of the major departmental stores.. we only got to another 2shopping mall n a night market due to time constraint. my desire to go taiwan is up rising again!!!!!!!!!!!


ord.
7 days before our big day.


let time pass faster pls. i want to finish my study quickly. so i can kick start my career and earn $ and do what i want to do.

camera.

d60.
suddenly i am keen in taking up photography,actually it's not suddenly,it's always been on my mind. and also at least it keep me away from sianness at times like this. but 1st i need 800$ at least? wahaha.. i will try to save up and wait for the next I.t fair i guess. a nikon d60 seem rather useful enough.

midnight.

shatec.
school holiday!!!!! but aint happy at all... cause struck at home on wkdays.. want to find ppl to slack but most of my circle of friends now are either bz with work or protecting me on weekdays.

sim.
cooked for my parents. seafood pasta. but wat the hell they dunno how to enjoy pasta. wahaha.. i dunno how to please with my others dishes man. i give myself 7/10 for the seafood pasta today. woohoo! mayb some other dishes on wed. any1 game to try? but only serving at lunch time.

travel.
some hipcup with the plan to bbk.. 525 is really expensive after sherry's advice plus some research. can buy taipei air tix already with 525. genting on nov is e back up plan now. need to talk to the rest abt this soon. tim n hide n anna is ok with this backup plan. eunice asap when i see her in msn. px still have to wait for her to come back. vera i dunno how to ask. yz n jeremy confirmed cant come due to work commitment.



anyway. found out tt she is still deeply affected by what happen.i am really worry abt her. but i dunno how to help her yet i want to help her in someway. but i know she is a strong girl.

won't go home without you

I asked her to stay, but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend
The things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of the things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
-won't go home without you-maroon 5.




all i want is the best for her. but it's hurt with this situation on going.


god.
you haven't been kind to me in recent years.

pop

4o4.
met up with jason jeremy and shufen on wednesday sept 17. both of them POPed.. tonghow and edmund just got in less then a week.. damn fast la.. endure guys!!!
den kena cheated by shufen to go sun plaza! eat eat eat(it was good la... sakae tepayaki's chicken set.. the oyster is OMG la esp worthwhile when i took shufen's oyster wahahah) den slack slack slack den chat chat chat. i like this kind of meet up. can catch up with good friends who are busy with their personal life and get updated abt them. jason envy me because of the carefree cv life i am enjoying now.. i can understand his feeling,cause back then when i am serving i envy him too... but i told him when he ord he will feel army's life is better like what i am feeling now,for sure!

lihua.
chantel's 21. tot will be meeting up with these grp of friends after about 3 yrs(tt is how long ago i last seen them). but only i turned up. haha.

junwei.shane.chantel.darryl.

shatec.
exam finished.. just worry tt i fucked up my poc. the rest shld do fine.

travel.
got my new passport. now i am free to go anywhere anytime. whoohoo.. impressed with ica. i did the application online on monday. and today i collect it within 15mins. nice. shld be able to settle the bbk trip with taka pal by nxt week,hopefully.

rsh.
new surrounding. new people. hope the whoever settle the work schedule is a good person. cause i need a off on sunday(which is just my SECOND day of work,felt bad but i really want the off.)

been meeting up with so many friends recently. therefore.


my only photo with lihua.
i wanted to find a good photo of the whole plt but cldnt.


"Life without a friend is death without a witness."
-a Spanish Proverb





and i am worry about her. yet,there is nothing i could do.

boston.

running.
i picked up my running shoe just now. it was so fucking dirty,heart pain... damn.. it's only less den 2 mths old. now it look like 1 years old.. damn.. tt wet padang.

rsh.
rsh called. yeah!! got job=xtra $.. i starting to work again this Saturday.. looking forward to meet new people. but i still want to work at lacoste actually.

life.
man. today is the most blue monday i ever had. totally just feel like slacking n day-dream. lol. guess i had too much fun the last few days.

band of sausages.

suddenly.. i miss this thing. wahaha...


想回到过去,试著让故事继,
至少不再让你离我而去.
分散时间的注意, 这次会抱得更紧,
这样挽留不知 还来不来得及.
-回到过去 jay.

downtown fun.

taka pals.
lol. have tons of fun with the rest of them the last 3 days. a lot better then the last chalet. n also btw celebrated px and yz's birthday. from heart attacking on the 1st night,the play-n-get-pay escape trip,the bbqing,the look-for-watch,the night of "play wat game ar",the early afternoon basketballing. den the journey home. genting nxt guys? upload more pictures when i get all the photos..



school.
anyway. back to business. EXAM!!!


what's in her mind?

cloves.

i dunno how i fared. but let just hope all is well..

blk 181.

team fbt.
soccer kaki for the past few years!! of course plus some who are not inside.


070908

finally a photo of kicking about after so many years.. wahaha.. thanks to meilee or hui sian(whoever took this picture).. anyway regretted throwing away tt puma street soccer boots.

school.
no school on wednesday and friday.. but practical exam on thurs.. consomme shldnt be a problem but fish kinda of troublesome. damn. wish me luck.

jazz.

puree of potatoes.
Duck ala Orange.
actually it's just duck in orange sauce.

sims.
i learn that my grandparents used to smoke. they stopped it because of their 9 children. so to my smoker friends.. when there is a will,there is a way!!! and got to drive around with my cousin's jazz. happy enough to know that after 7 mths i havent lose touch. wahaha.

work.
rsh called. but i told them i will only be able to start working on the sept 20th. they said will contact me again. btw. i got a little more then i expected. wooohoo..

taka's pal.
chalet this friday. looking forward! let's have fun guys!

school.
exams exams exams nxt week. i havent even start revising. starting to click well with most of the mates! till now i still think i make a right choice of coming here.
junwei.vincent.veeshen.sean.

friends.
sang with hide,tian yuan,tim on sunday. lol. it was cheap la(less den 20bucks) if hide didnt order tt 2 plate of fried foods.



i went a extra mile for....


"at first you show me that no swords can harm me in anyway. but now you hurt me deep from the heart."-takezo kensei(heroes)

makan?

seafood tomato pasta.
school been good. just exam and project deadline over the next few weeks. stressed.


john constantine is cool.

he said.

my favorite wife.
the great deng xiao ping once said "to get rich is glorious" but don't think they are promiscuous. they are just practical, it's just too hard a place not to be practical.
-tony parsons

lacoste.
bad news. not gonna to work at lacoste already but hope to go back in the near future. moh told me she transfer me to rsh ms. but they havent call me till now. headaches man. if friday they still havent give me a call. guess i am going to try for f1 1st. hate it when SHITS hinder with my plans. minds was already set to work work work for my school holiday but now...... crap! also this somehow shaken my confident about my december plan. DAMN it....

travel.
another shits. vee shen's girlfriend want him to go genting with her. damn.. our ipoh plan into drains it's go. anyway need to go make a new passport real soon! sim.



If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
-rascal flatts-what hurts the most-rascal flatts.