vantage point.

mad world.

2010-05-27T00:29:00.004+08:00

mad world-gary jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher, tell me, what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlargen your world
Mad world

twitter.
this place been pretty dead cause i playing with twitter recently! http://twitter.com/simjunwei

bdv.
exactly 1 mth till attachment over! WEEEE! need to job hunt during mid-june!
anyway i decided nt to stay in kitchen line so DON'T intro me back to be a cook pls. not gonna to change my decision~

taiwan.
jus clear all my leave for taipei. taipei is fun and it was double the fun to go there with my sec school friend! we been tinking to go taiwan together since sec 4 i tink. finally fufill it after 10 years. hopefully i get the nippon stamp on my passport nxt. but i wldnt mind going taipei again!
13may-16may. i only spent 450 on hotel n tixs!!!!

band of sausages.
going back for reservice on june 28th-july10. 2wk of sweat and sun. love it n hate it.

gone.

2010-03-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

kaki.
my circle of friends are so busy now a days~
mahjong kaki-goooone.
shopping kaki-gooone.
movie kaki-gooone.
clubbing kaki-goone.
supper kaki-goone.
but some of them are saying i am the bz 1 who is always at work. HAHA!

taiwan.

2010-03-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

taiwan.
i am coming! air tixs boooked! 13may-16may.

by june.

2010-02-21T01:12:00.003+08:00

seriously. i am enjoying working in the kitchen BUT i miss working at royal sporting house or lacoste. or shld say be at the front line of retailing esp ur own fav brand. what to do? i really am caught in btw this 2 choice. need to make a choice by june. it's gonna become my career.

tigger.

2010-02-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

tiger.
year of tiger,day 2. hope everybodies tiger year be a furious 1. so i went off visiting this 2 days as usual. den relative came asking me how's my attachment/school is going. but i dunno y but i told them is going well although the fact is tt i been tinking about going back to retail line rather den staying in kitchen after june. i havent even sound out to my parents, reason is,i am worry i might disaapoint them again. anyway i havent come out with a decision. so guys PLS dun be surprise when i tell u guys i not working as a cook/chef after june.

bdv.
back to work tml. sianness.

arsenal.

2010-02-08T11:14:00.002+08:00

arsenal.
31/01/2010. arsenal 1-3 man u.
07/01/2010. chelsea 2-0 arsenal.
there goes their chance of begin epl champ AGAIN!
so farking disappointed!!!!!!!!!!

cny.
5more days till cny! weee!

i am over budget ALOT already this mth. die.

23rd.

2010-01-31T17:14:00.001+08:00

31012010.
marks the 23years on earth for me! weeee!!

oh!

arent they cute!

twit.

2010-01-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

我爱他.

他的镜框留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他-丁当

twitter.
playing twitter! i twit i twit i twit twit twit!

22nd.
10more days till my 23rd.

salmon.

2010-01-14T01:54:00.004+08:00

time pls take off and fly fast and furious!

had a great kick about ytd night after like 1 yr? so actually i still enjoy soccer very much!
more soccer whenever possible i should.

wasted another offday. SO WASTED.

lovely bones.
the movie was much nicer the book. seriously.
"u set ur eyes on something.keep going for as long as u have to.that's the way it is,perfectly normal''-jack salmon.

2010.

2010-01-07T01:23:00.004+08:00

bdv.
i have such a boring life since working at bdv.. not trying to say it aint a good xp there. it's jus it making me so no life.

running.
havent been running lately. feeling so unhealthy. i need a reason to perk me to RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! anyway gonna run 21km for the coming adidas sundown in june!

band of sausages.
going back for ict in end of june for 3wks. feeling sian n excited abt it actually.

2010 new yr ressolution.
1.get a good job by july.
2.start back my regular run.
3.get more stamp on passport!

picture speak a 1k words.
i havent been updating so let the picture do the talking.
x'mas 2009.
yong jie birthday.
scsm 2009.
we went all the way to flyers for popeyes. but NOW there is popeyes at AMK CENTRAL!

玩具槍與玫瑰.

如煙.

2009-11-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

如煙.

我坐在床前望著窗外回憶滿天　
生命是華麗錯覺時間是賊偷走一切
七歲那一年抓住那隻蟬以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年吻過他的臉就以為和他能永遠

- 有沒有那麼一種永遠永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都再也不破碎

- 讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野
讓生離和死別都遙遠有誰能聽見

- 我坐在床前轉過頭看誰在沉睡　
那一張蒼老的臉好像是我緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的和我深愛的都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些遺憾和眷戀就化成最後一滴眼淚

- 有沒有那麼一滴眼淚能洗掉後悔
化成大雨降落在回不去的街

- 再給我一次機會將故事改寫
還欠了他一生的一句抱歉

- 有沒有那麼一個世界永遠不天黑
星星太陽萬物都聽我的指揮

- 月亮不忙著圓缺春天不走遠
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉有誰能聽見

- 耳際眼前此生重演
是我來自漆黑而又回歸漆黑
人間瞬間天地之間下次我又是誰

- 有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰永遠不凋謝
永遠驕傲和完美永遠不妥協
為何人生最後會像一張紙屑　
還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔
有沒有那麼一張書籤停止那一天
最單純的笑臉和最美那一年

- 書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水
雙眼只有無猜和無邪讓我們無法無天

- 有沒有那麼一首詩篇找不到句點
青春永遠定居在我們的歲月

- 男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人間的苦痛只有甜美
有沒有那麼一個明天重頭活一遍
讓我再次感受曾揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活我都不浪費不讓故事這麼的後悔

- 有誰能聽見我不要告別
我坐在床前看著指尖已經如煙-五月天

work work work!

2009-10-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

bdv.
life been work work work for me.. i don't hate working in kitchen. but to work split shift everyday is like shit.

范瑋琪-到不了

我找不到我到不了
你所謂的將來的美好
我什麼都不要知不知道
若你懂我這一秒
for fan's of xing guang da dao shld like this song too!

what size do u need?

2009-09-14T23:54:00.003+08:00

rsh.
miss the day-dreaming and people watching and for the time to fly and the colleague too~

黃鴻升－不屑

20th n 21st.

2009-09-08T00:56:00.004+08:00

taka's pal.
so meet up with everyone minus vera n sherry but addition of tom. for px n yz bird-day. damn fast man. the last time we celebrated their bird-day was last year at the chalet. now again. damn time flies!

bdv.
anyway 2 days. but i will slacking at home i tink. so wasted.

zhu ge liang!

2009-08-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

been hook to ang mo songs for the past few mths.. but these 2 chinese song catches my ear when i saw their lives performance in zhu ge hui se(yes. zhu ge liang!! is back.. damn he is farking funny!! now i noe why so many ppl adored him before his disappearing act 13years ago.) n zhang hui mei is still damn powerful man!
无乐不作.

享受今夏天的热穿越条幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇
不自量力说真的又有何不可
我想写歌
当天是空的地是干的
我要为妳倒进狂热
让妳疯狂让妳渴
让全世界知道妳是我的
天气疯了海水滚了
所以我要无乐不作
不要浪费每一刻快乐
当梦的天行者

掉了.

心疼的玫瑰半夜还开着
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝冬天里飘着
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天又何必去飞怎么适合
黑色笑靥掉了雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐断了翅的白鸽

2hr 10 mins

2009-08-21T00:53:00.004+08:00

ahm.
2hr 10mins was the official timing. slower by 3mins compared to last year. not bad not bad. keep it up. and 10km for dec 6,2009 is confirmed already! cant wait. will want to get a better timing den sundown!!

drama.
chasing after my 2nd korean drama. brilliant legacy,good show actress with good acting skill but the guys acting abit cmi. the step-mum was damn farking disgusting,watch it n u will agree with me! feel like skinning her alive!!

bdv.
need to clear 4 day leave by end of years. need to plan for a plan!

3rd 21km.

2009-08-18T23:20:00.004+08:00

ahm.
so completed my 3rd 21km run. pretty proud abt it! shld be a 2hr15mins+/- finish!! HAHA. so kinda of still deciding to run how much for scsm. 10,21 or 42? got to decide fast man.. or else getting more expensive!!

bdv.
man. still holding the record of kena scolding or nag once at least everyday. damn sian man. iya. endure endure.. 1 and 3/4 mths pass already.. abt 10 more mths only!!

on a brighter note. tml off day!!

2 off day.

2009-08-15T09:54:00.001+08:00

2 days off!!

off day are damn precise for this attachment man.

but it's fly like a superman. sian 1/2.

army half marathon tml. 2h30mins is enough.

bdv.

2009-08-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

bdv.
life in kitchen is tough. stress,hot,humid,demanding. n everyday sure at least kena nag or scolding. man. wrong choice? i dunno. but there r times where i enjoy begin inside of a kitchen. n 1off/week is making me a lifeless human,go home sleep. wake up work. damn. 500$/mth doesnt seem to b making it worthwhile deal. on a brighter note. 1mth gone!! 11more mths to go. HAHA!

but seriously i kinda of miss working at shopping centre,standing there daydreaming and see the world go round n round.

no surprises.

Ive practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that Ive got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause Im not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldnt have to give a reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldnt know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldnt have to give a reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Theres nothing here in this heart left to borrow
Theres nothing here in this soul left to say
Dont be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look thats left your eyes
Thats why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet its better than where we are now
But after going through this, its easier to see the reason why

Its no surprise I wont be here tomorrow
I cant believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time well find this was no surprise

start of intern.

2009-07-15T10:55:00.001+08:00

i am gonna to smell like onion,string ray and vinegar for the nxt 1 year after work. sian!

king of pop.

2009-06-30T14:36:00.005+08:00

m.j.
1stly to pay tribute to the king of pop.. we lost someone so influential to the whole world.. dun believe he is influential? jus go and watch any of his concert.. c how crazy is his fans everytime he make a small movement.. but the real sad tings abt his death was he is only 50.. surely a lot of thing is left undone.. r.i.p m.j.
billie jean.

"she claim that i am the one,but the kid is not my son."-billie jean,micheal jackson.
i want to learn how to moonwalk so cool like him!!

meteor garden.
lately i been watching the korean "meteor garden",yes it is indeed better den taiwanese 1.. the f4 is really very handsome,of coz the shan-cai oso very pretty.. the acting was at a whole of different lvl.. and can get to see some of korean scenery.. it is a can watch to those who havent watched it and have the time for it..

transfomer.
revenge of fallen.. everyting is good except for the messy fighting.. i dun mind watching it again.. chevy camaro is hot so is MEGAN FOX!!! 4/5..

shatec.
went for a interview for my intern... look like i am 99% confirm of having a new challenge nxt monday onward.. jus have to wait for school confirmation.. but school admin are always so not effective!!

rsh.
with the intern problem settling.. mark the end of my working days with RSH msq.. quite sad actually.. but it's always hard to leave ur comfort zone..

anyway havent been running lately since sundown.. need to find some time to put on my running shoe..

let be the party boys!!

2009-06-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

撑腰.

i love this dance man!!

1st ict completed.

2009-06-15T00:53:00.004+08:00

ict.
1st ict finish lor!! 9 more to go. HAHA! great catch up with all the sausages who came back.. although all we did was ippt,section movement n 7-8km jungle bashing and abit etc etc,but to me begin in cv mode for 1 whole yr really exhaust all my combat fitness... farking shag ar everyday.. every morning i wake up with body cracking all over the moment i sit up from the lying position.. nxt yr ict shld be in june~

and most imptly. if any1 saw this green man flashing on ur t.v or movie screen with the word "Silent Panther/无声豹 or Bold Passage/险道" pls contact me asap. HAHA!

school.
exam lor! haha.
and i still havent get a place to do my intern. how?

4o4.
jason commissioned,congrat SIR! HAHA.
anyway,commissioning parade are nice.

den we slack at xing wang talking cock. i realise although xing wang dun serve tok kong food but it still not a bad place to chill and slack thru the night.

好朋友.

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞.

on government service.

2009-06-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

You, CPL Sim Jun Wei are required under sect. 14 of the enlistment act,cap 93 to report for service at 1330 hrs on 08/06/2009 at Sungei Gedong Camp for the purpose of Annual ICT. You are to report in No. 4 dress.

ok,yes. i am excited abt it. i jus feel it's gonna be a good break from my current pace of life. and there is a chance getting abit more tan? HAHA. it's been long time since i take a good sun-bathing..

bl4ck.

2009-06-02T22:51:00.003+08:00

sundown.
result r out!! very please abt it.. team no 18 out of 154!! jus a bit more burst of speed we wld have been in the top 10!! clocked a not too bad timing myself 54:25.78! but i tink i can clock a better timing!

shatec.
so i only left with 1 more mth to get a place to do intern. stress.. sent so many application but no reply at all... did recession really hit so hard?

band of sausages.
6more days to reservice! yes i am kinda of looking forward to it. HAHA!

雨天.

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头.
雨天-sun yan zi

race the night!

2009-05-31T00:47:00.003+08:00

sundown.
yes!! i complete my 1st night running event.. team 10km! clocked below 1hr(actual result shld b out in 48hours time) bravo to kehin guohai and weiliang too! quite a xp,other den the route slightly squeezy i dont much complaint abt anythings else. so i guess i might having a go for nxt year sundown!

back to work tml!

elle.

2009-05-30T00:00:00.006+08:00

elle.
she overtook matt parkman as my fav char from heroes. man,i really hope tim kring bring her back~ an interesting and unique character where u will feel that she's isnt really tt bad in natural,although abit sadist but somewhere in the character can make you feel she is more of a victim/good person in heart...

and also kristen bell is cute~ HAHA! and heroes ROCK.. seriously at least it wldnt get u lost in "lost" or left u wondering how cld some1 break out of 2 prison so easily with ONE prison blueprint tattoo onto his body only.. HAHA.. cant wait for season 4 man!!!

"I accidentally set my grandmother's house on fire when I was six. Caused a blackout in four counties in Ohio when I was eight. I spent my ninth birthday in a glass room with an IV of lithium in my arm. I've lived in this building for sixteen years, ever since the shrinks diagnosed me as a sociopath with paranoid delusions. But they’re just out to get me, 'cause I threatened to kill them. I'm twenty-four years old and I've never gone on a date. Never been on a roller-coaster. Never been swimming. And now you know everything there is to know about me. I don't have the luxury of being more interesting than that."
- Elle

king of europe.

congrats to barca!! worthwhile champ! total class and very entertaining football they shown!

SIAN! the 4th friday night i am struck at home! nvm,tml going go RUNNING!! haha!!

noose.

2009-05-27T01:02:00.003+08:00

current affairs.
so A(h1n1)influenza hits singapore,let jus hope things dun get too worst.
n there is this country who are shooting missile like nobody's business,let jus said PEACE! no war! please.
n economy are picking up! cheers for the good news!!
no matter what life still carry on n on n on!! BARCELONA tonight!!!!

anyway i feel GOOD! HAHA!

可不可以愛我.

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
可不可以愛我-盧學叡
this song rock! got alot of feel!! HAHA! so xing guang s1 contestant are still the best!

butt-a-fly!

2009-05-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

蔡依林-花蝴蝶

recently i been chonging yu le bai fen bai~ HAHA! but i always prefer if butterfly jie jie is 1 of the host!! ok.. yes she is cute! but her hosting are really funny n cute enough to said very good!! but what i really want to said is tt i am really impress with all the stars who recently appear on yu bai to promote their new cd.. pan wei bo,guo ji,卢学叡,jolin.. so keep ur ears open for all these new songs~

adidas sundown.
HAHA! yes! gonna go running again!! although not running the 42,meaning i not getting the finisher's tee,but i found out tt i getting a visor for finishing 10km,yes,it's a freebie so i shldnt be expecting much but i hoping it to be a nice looking 1! HAHA!! anyway i aiming for >49.59!! hope hin,hai and liang is up to it!! since it a team's run..

lift off!

2009-05-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in.
come on who is adam or kirs? david cook is still the best HAHA!!

i am so SICK of school.
i am so SICK of going that xtra mile.
i am so SICK of just living on that pathetic weekend job pay.
i am so SICK of having LIFELESS friday and saturday night.
i am so SICK of having to worry about tomorrow.
ok? any medicine which can help?

I AM GOING TO PACK MY BAGS AND LEAVE IF I AM GONNA BE GIVEN A CHANCE!

random.

2009-05-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

suddenly i think i need a cool looking hi-fi in my room!! HAHA!

bloody hell.

2009-05-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

shopping.
bloody hell! so i tot of jus rushing down to marina square to get the ds-trainer.. in the end i spent alot more!!!!!!!!! damn! dun u jus hate the feeling when u find out how much u spend after shopping but the ds-trainer is counted as birthday present from taka's peep ba cause i used their $ for it so overall still ok la~ anyway ate @ the new xing wang taiwan @ citylink with jeremy... yep the taiwan version 1.. my verdict is that, it's the same standard as the hong kong version 1~ the oyster omelet still lose to those zhen zhong i ate at liu he... so guys dun expect too much~

shatec.
so it's week 7.. 1 more week till deadline for kitchen organisation project... stress~

真实

2009-05-17T23:46:00.001+08:00

anyway,i think it's time for a dose of k-boxing and mahjonging. havent do this 2 thingy for like a mth+ already~

saugages.

2009-05-13T23:21:00.004+08:00

band of sausages.
jus now while writing on jinghui's wall a birthday wish,and i remembered doing cone duty with him during the last few exercise in singapore~ and of course many other SHITS.

some times ago(actually it less than a year.) when i was still serving like donkeys,i always look forward to getting myself out of this shit hole.. but always there is ppl who been thru' the same stage of a normal singaporean boys said i shld enjoy my days with these sausages while i can,if not u r so gonna miss it when u ord-ed... in my minds i will go "fucking bullshit,just let me out of this shit hole asap!" HAHA.. so ya i was wrong.. man,kinda of excited abt the coming ict,not because the shit i am gonna face,but the so much talking cock singing song that we gonna be doing...

sickshit.

2009-05-12T22:07:00.005+08:00

shatec.
seriously i am SO sick(yeap SICK!! until want to vomit tt kind) of theory theory and more theory.. it's killing me~ sian.. everyday almost 9-5 of pumping in powerpoint slide into my brain,it's like squeezing all the coins into a already full piggy bank~ sian... endure.. 1more mth of theory only!!! then,i will out in the industries doing my internship. already prepare my resume and drafted my email ready.. but now i jus waiting to find out what is e school gonna tell us abt the internship this friday den i will click on the send button!!

i need a new challenge in life? it's really getting boring~

breaking the habit.

arab st.

2009-05-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

arab st.
went out with hide and zhiwen,actual plan was to go eat kuishi-bo but it was already full house when we reached~ so in the end we went arab street instead. food was nice enough, sheesha was quite a xp~ HAHA!

OK~ back to school tml!!!!!! sad.

brawn.

2009-05-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

sian~ life been sailing so normal recently... need to more happening~

traveling.
look like plans to travel during the june holiday is gonna to hit the swine flu wall already~

f1.
what is ferrari and who is lewis Hamilton or massa,when u got brawn gp and jenson button. man if they continue their winning streak they r so gonna rock the F1 world!,kinda of cant wait for f1 car to vroooom pass marina square again!

Nine in the afternoon.

your eyes like the size of the moon!

Jamal Malik.

2009-05-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

revenge of the fallen.

2009-05-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

damn farking cool. cant wait for those cool autobots and decepticons and of course the hot megan fox HAHA. june 24!!

"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing."-optimus prime.

yuki yaki.

2009-05-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

taka's pal.
so ytd went out to celebrate our anna ge ge's birthday,minus eunice vera sherry every1 was there.. yuki yaki not up to expectation.. pretty fun and of course lots of haha-ing with them!!

labour day.
today is ph. i totally wasted it. sian. was at home the whole day pplive-ing. i hate to do this on free day~ nvm.. back to work tml!!

pay day come faster! my well is drying.

flu

2009-04-29T23:27:00.003+08:00

flu.
i started to notice abt this current swine flu outbreak i tink some time ago from newspaper. and i jus realise how bad it have gotten to right after watching the news on tv just now. in less then 3wks after the 1st Mexican die from the flu,then it crosses the Atlantic ocean to u.s,spain,uk and some other countries which started to have afew confirmed case and more den 100 dead cause of the flu in mexico.something so small that cant be seem by naked eyes~ causing quite a havoc already..

expert r saying recession are sort of in the state of recovering~ but with this happening i tink we shldnt be too optimistic abt how tings are going?

people are dying~ people are afraid,taking precaution~ economic gonna hit another hump again~

let hope it doesnt get too jialet~

arsenal.
on another note, ARSENAL!!! pls win tonight, pls win in the 2nd leg,then pls win in the final!! then i will buy a arsenal jersey!!

millionaire!

2009-04-21T22:11:00.004+08:00

slumdog.
i have no interest in the show at 1st. but when it started to headline news,i watched it. finally i understand why they win so many award. a deeper understanding how tough life is going on for slum kids. a MUST watch.

soundtrack was awesome too.. JAI HO!! haha.. catchy enough!!

SO PROUD I BEEN TO INDIA!!!

2009-04-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

i was doing my regular run,a lot of school stuff came thru' my mind,it's really stressing me up~ project,test,getting a place for intership~ sian sian sian. esp the intership problem.

說你愛我.

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
說你愛我-s.h.e

scone and cookies.

2009-04-18T09:32:00.003+08:00

shatec.
school stress been piling lately.. sian. project,the feeling of project deadline getting nearer always suck. then the intership problem,with the recession going on many hotel r freezing their intake of trainee,imagine there is sunrise and tp student oso to complete with to get the places. den pastry making was a pain in the ass also,everything have to measure,not too much not too little,totally different from cooking.. and when u r making dough,even worse need so much care that i finally understand why there is so many female pastry chef around... other then tt school is still ok. endure!!

taka's pal.
so ytd went out with some of them for prawning,seriously ytd was the worst prawning day of our life i guess. 12prawns for 3hrs from 4poles. totally kena kanto already.. so i guess i am skipping prawning for some time at least~

rsh.
win been persuading us part-timer to work more,but i cldnt cause of school schedule,everyday is 9-4 at least.. if i can,i will,cause 1stly been enjoying working there and who will said no to money. 2 and 1/2 mth till last day!

money.
been spending like i have a enormous well of gold in my house. need to do something abt it.

travel.
i got a free week to go traveling at the last wk of june,but i dunno where to go and no kay kee to go with~ sian.

OFF TO MARINA SQUARE~ to WORK! sian.

just for laugh.

2009-04-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

shatec.

with obama look-a-like classmate,look like my days in dcs 0708B are always ready for CHANGE!
class got cancel tml. yata!! 1 free off day!!! let find something to do to fill up my day!!

long weekend.

2009-04-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

long weekend.
kinda of immume to long weekend. doesnt feel any fun or joy in it.. cause i am mainly working in those 3 days. guess i wldnt feel monday blue tml. think there is another 2 long weekend coming.. labour and vesak day. guess should be working too!

running.
sundown is coming.. need to start training. anyway i joined army half marathon again. my 3 half marathon,kinda of looking forward to it. and oso i need to get a new running shoe soon,asics kayano or ds-trainer? will be using the birthday $ from taka's pal ba. time to pamper my foot.

shatec.
need to start looking out for lobang for attachment already! sian~

她的睫毛.

她粉嫩清秀的外表
像是多汁的水蜜桃谁都想咬
她嘴上亮丽的唇膏
有一股自信的骄傲我看得到
周杰倫 - 她的睫毛

rojak.

2009-04-07T23:34:00.003+08:00

rojak.
so there is this rojak food poisoning issue going on.. as a victim of MILD food poisoning myself before,leg was so weak u cldnt even pull urself off the bed,vomiting like ur intestines is coming out,shit like there is infinite amount of it in ur body,getting myself to the hospital to get dripped for 1/2 a day and it was so much pain.. compared to my,this issue is really a BIG 1, with 100over affected, really felt bad and cant imagining how much pain those kena jialet jialet from this rojak problem are going thru'. esp the 1 who is dead n the 1 who is in coma. i guess people should be more careful when handling food.

shatec.
school restarted. after 3 mths of ALL hand-on teaching. theory lesson is killing me.

there is this new friend of mine,who are giving me a slight problem, i dunno how to describe the problem, maybe "she feel so like her." would be the description.
i dunno,should be something i would forget about 2 weeks later ba. haha.

春天的呐喊.

当阳光很冷淡
心情很吉普赛
没人能挡住我
跟平凡掰掰
春天的呐喊-五月天

holiday!

2009-03-31T18:11:00.004+08:00

shatec.
took my comprehensive test just now. quite disappointed with myself, cause of untidiness and wastage of ingridents.. losing marks on mistake which can be easily prevented.. let hope the marker will have mercy.
my menu,

Layered Salad Drizzle With Honey Balsamic

Layers of ingredients;mesulen mix,cucumber,tomato,sweet pea,hard-boiled egg,green pepper and bacon. Drizzle with honey balsamic.

Roasted Chicken With Mushroom sauce.

Roasted chicken with creamy forest mushroom sauce. Served with asparagus and simple aglio oilo penne pasta.

the picture of the salad didnt turn out too good..
jus hope i get good enough marks for this test cause i dont want to do a re-test for this!!

time to enjoy my 1 week break after begin a free labour for 3 mths... and i rcvd the new time table for nxt term already... it's suck.. tink i can only work RSH during sat and sun only.. sian.. need to enjoy my time at RSH already.. cause it will be the last 3 mths for me..

PUMA.
think i am becoming a puma fan already.. been buying alot of stuff recently... HAHA!

last few days.

2009-03-23T22:37:00.005+08:00

shatec.
YES!! last wk of free labouring! nothing much left to do at production. then i am left with just a test before my 1 wk HOLIDAY! but anyway planning to spend my holiday at RSH.. ahaha.

taka's pal.
went prawning with eunice jeremy and tim last friday. fun and yummy!

will go there again!!

撐腰.

-luo zhi xiang.
getting so many star to cameo and dance with him make this a very interesting mv.. but actually all his recent dance song is all damn freaking nice.. but what to do he is the asia dance king! this is quite a catchy song too!!

LET'S BE THE PARTY BOYS!!

routine order.

2009-03-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

life.
monday-friday.
6.15-wake up.
7.00-head to school.
8.00-report to chef steward.
12.00-eat lunch.
16.00-wash the kitchen.
17.00-head back home.
19.30-slack/jogging.
00.00-lights out.

saturday-sunday.
8.30-wake up.
10.00-head for marina square for work.
22.00-punch out.
23.00-wash up.
00.00-lights out.

life been so routine for me for the past 2 and 1/2 week. except for ytd,where i had a very very unpleasant day,all thanks to nike singapore. i will not step into that shop again for nike stuff.

2009-03-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

worst day of life.

vera's b-day.

2009-03-02T23:25:00.004+08:00

taka's pal.
vera b-day,today but it was celebrated on saturday night at a steamboat shop at bugis called sian de lai~ haha.. food is ok.. the place was good s in the ambient not too bad for 20$. and swiss bake cake is good~ quite fun. hope she enjoyed it..

after went mahjong with px,yz,jeremy and tim. man. fun but lose $. sian~

shatec.
1st day at production. feeling totally not good.. guess it was because of the new surrounding. time passed so slowly.

don't say goodbye.

看着你哭的时候特别奇怪
想给的安慰总是说不出来
为何这爱总是拼凑不起来
现在的你为何笑的那么愉快
因为你
我可以永远在这等待
因为你
我不会再悲哀
Don't Say Goodbye
我还不想离开
Don't Say Goodbye
能不能从头再来
Don't Say Goodbye
这一切开始的太快
让我静静一个在这发呆-ke you lun.

i need a morale booaster pls.
sigh~

stop.

2009-02-28T11:52:00.002+08:00

zouk.
went zouking again~ with jason they all again. seriously need to take a break from it for at least a few mths.. cause very bad for health,very bad for pocket. sian~

charcoal.

2009-02-26T00:30:00.004+08:00

charcoal.

junwei.bob.yawen.alicia.
last week at charcoal~ gained alot of knowledge from there.. so overall the xp was worthwhile~ den i will be going back school production kitchen for 1 mth.. tt will mark the end of free labouring. wahaha.. hate the feeling of going to a new enviroment~ anyway met quite alot of new ppl at charcoal~ pastry side~ hotel management side~ this is just the 2 of them.. yawen n alicia~ mayb 3 if u look carefully at the door reflection~ andy is there too~ haa..

jackman.

2009-02-24T14:00:00.001+08:00

oscar.

bravo to hugh jackman!!! inject life into oscar!! tot he can only act~ lol.. but anyway cant wait for his Wolverine movie!

ict.

2009-02-20T23:02:00.004+08:00

i was joking talking abt the army with syaza~ in less than a hour later. i rcvd a sms telling me my ict date~ sigh~

button.

2009-02-20T00:41:00.003+08:00

benjamin.
went to catch benjamin button with hide and miya(hide's jap fren.) not a action/horror/thriller but it was a awesome SHOW. totally worth the 6$ tixs. story was really good. make me think twice abt wanting to grow younger where else every1 of ur friends/family is going the normal way~ another plus point for girls to catch the show is brad pitt,he was really damn cool when he is at 30s-20s in the show~

"I was born under unusual circumstances.":benjamin button.

i will be.

2009-02-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

i will be.

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
i will be-leona lewis.
avril lavigne wrote this song.. and sung it too.. both version very sama sama to me~ good song~!

let get wasted.

2009-02-12T23:10:00.010+08:00

firstly.

me and mr salmon.

zouk. 07/02/2009

actually there were alot more photos.. but it look too drunk to be shown~
the 5 unfamiliar face are jason's friends or friend's friend.. quite friendly enough~ wahaha~ darma,nelson,peiying,nick and i cldnt remember the birthday boy name~ it was a unique name if i didnt remmeber wrongly~

city hall.

2009-02-10T23:49:00.007+08:00

rsh/shatec.
i jus realise for the 2mths++,i have been traveling to city hall mrt station for rsh/charcoal.. tt is equal to 7days a week. n it is gonna continue till end of this mth at least~ wtf..

zooukkeeedd

2009-02-08T09:37:00.003+08:00

zouked.
wahahah.. ytd was fun with jason n his friends n of course tong how and hui sian,yong jie,edmund(after entering he gone missing~) n his friends.. maybe is because drink too much.. but it was really FUN!!! when ur friends are crazy enough after drinking~! anyway the drink gravdyard taste like rubbish chute water. think we did take pictures~ so try to upload it when i get it..

heading toooooo work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

passed.

2009-02-07T19:10:00.004+08:00

ippt.
si bei sian ar. cldnt even get a sliver... damn.. was aiming for a sliver at least~~ sigh~ the standing board was indeed the killer~ i went for it as my 1st station.. n it totally spoilt my mood for the rest of the ippt.. haha.. maybe it's jus me finding excuses for myself abt not being able to get sliver at least.. but anyway if only sbj result was abit better.. it wld have been a 100$ diff~!!! but anyway happy enough to get 100$ for 2hours of my time.

anyway doing ippt as a NSman make me feel so old.. wahhahah~ used to envy them very much.. now i am part of these "UNCLE" soldier..

but shit it~ i am going zouk to party.. time to lift my not-so-strict curfew on coke,beer and eating unhealthily for at least 1 mth!!!

time to throw this shit away!

maybe it was because the cv life i am enjoying now making me not as fit as i was before~

now i present to u this unglamorous shit..

i noe why they so good.. put 400$ as incentive for gold.. cause it was really hard to get~

2009-02-05T23:09:00.006+08:00

revenge of the fallen.

omg! i cant wait! go to their official webbie for a clearer video~
"You don't stop, you don't hide. You run."-Sam Witwicky

who wldnt want a chevy camaro? damn.. maybe shld scape off fair lady as my dream car already.. wahaha..

as a fan.

2009-02-03T22:38:00.008+08:00

arsenal.
is arsenal gonna sign Andrei Arshavin anot? damn it... it's been a long time arsene wenger signed some1 i know~ wahahha~ n this season arsenal so chui.. so i really hope wenger will make it happen to make me as a fan at least happy abt having a new good quality player!!!

he got slickly move~

anime.
and damn.. the only 2 anime i am chasing is going thru filler phase~! sian~

lacoste.
omg~ go www.lacoste.com to check their new spring/summer collection~ need to save up abit n be prepare for their new stuff!!!! but normally their stuff look fucking nice on their model~ n sadly not everything will be available in s'pore~

ippt.
ippt this sat~ let hope i get 200$ at least.. wahahahha

band of sausages.
lomo!! ubin/taiwan!!

haha.. everything is nice except for the finger!! so imagine it's not there...

there was actually 1 with me n zhan ming only.. but somehow the picture nv came out..
btw.. going to run with kehin,guohai,weiliang during adidas sundown! team relay-10.5km.. looking forward to it man!!

Valkyrie.

a tom cruise movie. look very nice~ base on a true story!
"We have to kill Hitler.":Col. Claus von Stauffenberg

花海.

不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在-周杰伦

struck!

2009-02-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

look like i have a lucky ass~! wahahahah..

22+

2009-02-01T00:53:00.007+08:00

taka's pal.
sort of had a bird-day celebration with some of them.. not every1 turned up.. but it's ok! got to thanks all of u guys again for the "present"~!

chu liu.
went ah j house as per yearly 1st sat of cny~ went there to lose money again~ si bei sian~ but tong how damn huat~ won the 9 of us~ abt $288.90 in around 3 hours time?
cant believe it man~

anyway~ jan of 2009 ended really fast~~ come on TIME~ cant you show a bit of mercy n slow down abit can~

and thanks alot to those who wishes me happy birthday! really appreciate it.. be it a simple sms or handshake or writing on my facebook's wall!! most of the wishes came with ppl asking me to work hard for my future!! don't worry ppl... i myself want a brighter future too so i will work as hard as i possibly can!!

and i am hoping my 22nd chapter of my life to be at it's fullest 24/7~

warwick avenue.

this song sort got my attention~ yz sang this song ytd.. a really really simple mtv(watch it n u will know how simple it is~) but it does bring out the meaning of the song...

22nd

2009-01-31T12:11:00.001+08:00

OLDER THAN YESTERDAY!!!

end of p.h.

2009-01-28T13:18:00.002+08:00

cny.
damn.. 4 days long of p.h~ totally off from school or rsh~ jus at a blink of eyes like tt gone.. haha.. at least didnt really waste it~
-steamboating
-collecting ang bao
-realise i got a new cousin(elvin his name,i think~) recently
-jalan jalan around a lifeless orchard road
-went to mustafa(damn. i dunno to spell~) for the 1st time
-went for a drive around singapore
-prawning for the 1st time(fun enough to do it again soon~)
-got a very good night of sleep,toally shioked when i wake up~

mustafa isnt a bad place to shop~ the perfume is cheap~! the watch there is cheap oso,if u r looking for old design can head there for a try too~

man. i realise i didnt gamble for the 1st time during cny~ but shld be able to do it this sat at jason house~ tt shld be my last house visiting for cny this year.

22nd.
end of cny. mean it's coming~ sian 1/2.

END OF HOLIDAY!!

牛.

2009-01-25T23:39:00.005+08:00

牛.
happy 牛 year to everybody~ everybody is saying it's gonna be a tough year ahead... my uncles.. lee hsien loong.. my father.. obama.. feng shui experts.. n many more~ look like everybody aint optimistic about the new year.. so let just hope everyone can be as tough as a ox against the tough year ahead... HUAT AR!!

and there will be a Partial Solar Eclipse on the 1st day of cny.. i think around 4plus 5 plus~ visible in s'pore too.. they said..

早.知道愛

another nice song from xing guang 1. i think only those singer from the 1st xing guang are making impact...
早知道爱我已忘了离开
等你明白我非你不爱
或许知道却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
-卢学叡

blowing up.

2009-01-22T22:16:00.004+08:00

cny.
cny in 3 days time. i tink i getting the mood already.. hahaha.. been humming cny songs ever since visiting the toilet in ms... cant believe they actually play tt cny songs in the toilet... cause i dun remember they play music in the toilet before... wahahaha.. n kinda of looking forward to go up to my grandma house for some steamboating!!

school.
my dulan meter exploded.
lost my cool today,but partly bob's fault i tink.. he been whining abt going home early n all kinda of other shit too much recently... what's make me dulan was,i just don't understand why such a big guy like him have to whine so much~ the rest of the grp are going the same pot of shit... yes.. the whole grp including me do whine abt shits but total up also not as much as him.. man.. plus the bziness of the kitchen at that very moment... plus those customer keep pushing us to release our food as fast as burger king(man. i know those shithead wldnt read this but, charcoal is a fine dining restaurant la dey) hahaha... thinking back,i shld have manage my dulan meter more properly.

河濱公園.

swissotel.

2009-01-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

band of sausages.
thanks to wei liang.. suddenly my pc become a entertainment hub for myself. watch so many movie suddenly~ HAHAH..

shatec.
was told to go swissotel to help the national team to do abit of cutting on tues. as we forcasted they only allowed us to touch those cheap cheap n simple thingy to cut.. e.g olive,parsley and butter! wahahah... not glamorous at all.. although didnt get too much exposure to anything,but at least going back to swissotel after like 4years? was something~ everybody cant recognize me already... but i still remember some of them,esp chef allan? still as spider as ever... the auntie at plaza meeting room n the 2 drivers.. and some of the banquet leader... other den tt... school still the same~ endure!! another 2 more mths++ of free labours only!!

saving private ryan.
[Being told he can go home]
Private Ryan: Hell, these guys deserve to go home as much as I do. They've fought just as hard.
Captain Miller: Is that what I'm supposed to tell your mother when she gets another folded American flag?
Private Ryan: You can tell her that when you found me, I was with the only brothers I had left. And that there was no way I was deserting them. I think she'd understand that.

look like she cooled down~ hope all go back to normal asap!

routine life.

2009-01-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

OK! i know i been changing my song too regularly~ but i just cldnt find a good song la dey~

nothing happened recently.. life been too routine for the past 5days.. wake up. stick my face on the computer's screen. wash up. head to city hall. work. head back home. wash up. den stick onto the screen again.. den lights off.. too much of stoning in b/w all this thingy...

i hate this kinda of life.

cny.
i havent get the cny kick yet. how?

22nd.
i really dun want it to come. i am still not ready.. wahahhaha... maybe it's just tt i have a lot thingy i still yet to accomplish...

band of sausages.
meeting gh n kh tml.. to pass them their ballsSSSSS!!

built to last.

I've looked for love in stranger places,
But never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
And now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
But most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
built to last-melee.

bleeding love.

2009-01-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

leona lewis.
/bow leona lewis.

nb.. her vocal so farking good.. tt every song she re-sung live sound better then the original singer... even this.. already a very nice song itself by snow patrol,but she make it better!!! it's quite worthwhile to explore youtube for live singing if you are free.. u will go wow!
ran.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
-snow patrol(leona lewis)

14days.

2009-01-12T23:54:00.005+08:00

cny.
chinese new year in 2 weeks time.. i hate doing spring-cleaning........... anyway i settled my shoes n bottom already... jus need to get a top soon.. then i will be done with my new year clothing.. n my 2009 didnt kick off too well,hope my chinese 2009 can be diff story... and in order to get the cny kick into u guys who are reading this and myself.. i decided... JUST TURN ON UR SPEAKER!! WAHAHAha...

taka's pal.
went to watch red cliff 2 on friday with them... draggy show. not worth a 10$ tixs at all. then sat went chilling with some them..

rsh.
work was great on sunday.. time passed real fast!! but strangely i really spent too much recently.. now my pay is damn chui already~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

school.
nothing much. learning quite alot from the training restaurant.. then will be in the afternoon shift for this week.

2009-01-08T06:47:00.002+08:00

was things really that bad? let give a few more weeks of cool down period. pls. who wld want to have a misunderstanding with someone special to them. i really feel no problem about telling them abt it. they are part of the group,they shld somewhat know abt it. tt is how i feel abt whole issue. headache.

worst shopping.

2009-01-06T21:07:00.005+08:00

shopping.
i am farking pissed. all thanks to PUMA. i went all the way to sentosa cove to try get a shoe i aimed for 1 mth.. and end up empty handed today.... last friday.. i went vivo puma.. and decided to buy the shoe i wanted... but no size.. and the staff told me all the small sizes of all the volvo ocean race shoes of the whole puma in s'pore got transfered to a sentosa event... 2nd day... i went over to marina puma n asked if they can transfer 1 back for me.. and they tell me it isnt possible.. asked me to go get it myself at sentosa... so i asked them to check stock n reserve a uk 7 of the shoe i wanted.. so i wldnt get disappointed after traveling all the way there..

so today.. i went over... 3$ to get in to sentosa.. and 5-10mins to look for tt damn shop.. once i entered n approach the sale person.. i said "hi. i reserved a shoe from marina." then they bring out the shoe..

my mind go... "NI NAI MA..... WRONG SHOE!!!!!" i was really really angry and to make matter worst,they told me the white colour 1 didnt get transfer to sentosa at all!!!!! damn.. but i didnt blow.. cause i understand tt a nasty customer=asshole. and i have shoe fetish.. i just WANT my god damn shoe tt all.. so i asked them in quite a stern tone to by hook or by crook to look for tt bloody shoe in the whole s'pore and get it transfer to marina square by tml. the female promoter was helpful n understanding n fast enough. n luckily there is still a last pair in ngee ann city.. but i am still really dissapointed in them man... to make me travel all the way and end up empty handed.. farking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope nothing is going to go wrong with the shoes tml... if not i am going to farking shoot a complain email to somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.. going there is quite eye-opening.. the event is really like ocean version of F1.. i didnt except the race boat to be so small... as in it's doesnt seem to be able to withstand those HUGE wave in the DEEP ocean... and with 11 ppl squeezing in there... i really think it's god damn tough with that small boat.. it's only a lorry size big? and sentosa cove look like a really really nice place to live in... those rich ass who is gonna to stay there is sure gonna to enjoy...

man. i just don't understand her. why do i still carry such affection toward her when it's been so many years. i just dun want to give up. but i aint doing anything abt it.

2009-01-05T22:52:00.003+08:00

"what the fuck! so bright already" the 1st line of words that appeared in mind after waking up.

shatec.
yep. skipped school. cause i overslept. when burger called.. it was already 10am already.. no use going also cause will be finishing at 12.. not planning to get a mc.. shld i tell chef thong a fairy tale? or the truth? lol.. will c how tml... guess 1 overnight mahjong+1 day of full shift work really sucked dry my energy~~ i fell asleep the moment i drop on to my bed..

rsh.
at least still attended work today.. if not my day will be like so waste of time waking up for.. haha.. but it's monday so it's a pretty slow day for most shopping malls.. went shopping around during my break. shortlisted a few stuff.. cause payday is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahOO..

ippt.
booked my ippt. 07022009. haha. better start training,sim!!

小酒窝,

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
-林俊杰&蔡卓妍 - 小酒窝
out of his so many duet.. i think this is the best.. the rest listen 7-8times jiu sian already.. this 1 till now is still inside my playlist in my nano..

picture of the day.

suddenly i really want to be trilingual, reclingual, traplingual,etc etc. not really actually... at least understand good enough already.. dun need to speak too well... all my friend who can speak more then 2 languages,normally picked their 3rd 1 from young.. so i dont really know where or which school to head to learn some lauguages.. cheap yet good! anybody can point a direction?

cold.

2009-01-04T23:10:00.008+08:00

pictures.
stepping into 2009!

taka's pal.
last min overnight mahjong session(tim px anna jeremy) at jeremy house on e 4th day of 2009.. yep.. last min enough.. hahahaa.. i headed for jeremy house on a 11.15pm train toward marina south soon after a phone call from anna(10.45pm)? who doesnt want to go home so early cause of her school holiday ending soon.. so steady right!! wahha.. a fone call.. den i will be there~ somemore me n tim just reached home after our dinner meet up tt day... although i lost 20bucks tt day.. but tt day was fun enough wahahah... but the fact i didnt sleep the whole night n heading straight to a full shift work sucks..

rsh.
works sucks when u didnt sleep the whole night for playing mahjong.. n even more sucky when the mahjong cause me to lose 20bucks~~~~~~~ super hard to tahan the shagness this time round~

cold.
ever since that issue started to upset her... she been treating me so coldly.. den to let her noe i disclose it to some of the ppl from the grp after she repeatedly said there is no need for the rest to know .. she is even more upset~ even more cold~ tt make me more sian~ hai~ 1stly the cold treatment i am getting from her~ sian~ 2nd seeing her in plenty of thoughts~ sian~ 3rd wondering how long this treatment is gonna to last~ sian~ i really dunno what/how to deal with it... i dunno how to face her also(the reason y i didnt talk to her at all on new year eve),i dunno y... sian~
look like let just natural goes it's way is the best solution,the way she always like things to be... the reason of me telling some of them is,i just felt the group must somehow know what is happening..
havent been sleeping well this past few days cause of this... plus xmas n new year... i tink i suffering from sleeping disorder already.. i can flip here flip for 2-3hours den fall asleep...

but seriously i always feel damn shitty too when i know she is upset over things(even if things that doesnt directly concern me)~~~~~~~~ i really want to do something to cheer her up... but i am always worrying things not working out correctly den in the end not doing anything~... n lastly i hope this thingy better get forgotten asap~~ if it drag any longer it is gonna to suck~! sigh~~

364days more!!

2009-01-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

2009.
suddenly felt alot of thingys was left undone in 2008... but just dunno wat is it... but who care!!!!!!!! lets move forward!!!!!!!!!!!

taka's pals.
spent my last few hours of 2008 plus 1st 6 hours of 2009 with taka's pals(-eunice n sherry!!). anna was on form!! so kinda of fun with her around!! play mahjong~ watch tv~ eat sushi~ eat pizza~ count down~ play game~ slack around!!!! still waiting for tim to send pictures!!!

xiao zhu.

listen to the live singing he done here!!! damn nice song!! listen le si bei got feel!! wahhaha..
那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
搞笑-罗志祥

010109.
spent my day working!! work work work!!! kinda of enjoyed...

for 1 more day.

2008-12-31T00:37:00.003+08:00

2008.
coming to think of that.. i only ord abt 6mths ago... but times feel like i have orded 1-2years already... quite a eventful year for me... 1stly stepping into my 21st.. got involved in a real operation...(tt damn msk. hope he drop into the toilet bowl n die.) although guns n ammo wasnt really involve.. but the tense feeling was there during the 1st few weeks.. den after got to taiwan!!! fell in love with travelling.. it's really fun.. to be able to c the different b/w countries... n of coz the shopping n eating.. after tt finished my national service(not really done with it.. i still got 10 reservist to go!!).. quite a xp i shld said,proud enough to be involve with armour vehicle,met great buddies there too although we dont meet up regularly ever since 06062008.. during those dazes.. there were moments when i really love n hate.. tt's the 1st 6mths of 2oo8.. fun enough!! after tt.. tried my best to fuse back with cv-life(it was tough actually i dunno y).. maybe cause suddenly just don't need to be so discipline? or maybe everyting was planned for the 2years n suddenly i have to worry about what is my plan for tml everyday..? 2nd half wasnt too eventful for me... becoming a students again~ den go casino for the 1st time in genting!!(won myself a nano!!) den completed my 1st marathon!! so proud of myself!! den tt's it i tink!!

aims ahead the near future.
-pick up a 3rd languages(at least able to understand can already).
-complete my 3rd half marathon,n my 2nd marathon within the timing i want!!
-get out of this school with my diploma asap!
-travel as much as my budget allows.
-of course,earning money is always my main aim nowaday!!

shatec.
2nd days at charcoal!! feeling much better... maybe is because i have settled down in tt kitchen.. quite fun actually today... got a pcs of good news too.. look like i am still able to work rsh regularly enough to earn enough to makan...

band of sausages.
went southern ridges with wl,kh and gh.. quite fun!! but noting much to c actually... n my 1st time to holland V!! wahaha.... of coz catching 叶问 after tt.. damn freaking nice show....... esp the 1 vs 10 part.. totally worth my 10$ tixs!!!
donnie yen totally rockss in tt char.. plus the bang bang bang bang bang! omg!! wahhaha..

rainy days.

2008-12-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

下雨天.

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
下雨天-南拳媽媽(Lara)

taka's pal.
went for a last min chilling session with jeremy.. at least quenched my thirst for my alcohol.. wahhaha..

band of sausages.
heading to southern ridges with gh,kh and wl!!

轉機.

2008-12-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

转机.

你每次伤心我每次缺席
遥远的距离
我以为我们的爱情
誓言里还会有转机
没想到陌生机场
写下结局
各自的转机
我放不过我自己
转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒
我还爱你
让一切归零-潘瑋柏
quite a nice song.

taka's pal.

steamboating was done at the correct weather.

count down.
3mores days till school reopen. 5mores days till 2009. damn tt is fast.

heroes.
i miss heroes!! when is heroes 3 gonna to start airing?

"When confronted by our worst nightmares, the choices are few. Fight - or flight? We hope to find the strength to stand against our fears. But sometimes, despite ourselves, we run. What if the nightmare gives chase? Where can we hide then?":Mohinder Suresh

"First you show me that I can be harmed by no weapon,and then you cut me deeper than any blade possibly could.":Takezo Kensei
2 of my fav quote from the show!

if you are upset. let me know.
i will be more then just willing to be ur listening ears.
cause i still don't feel good when i know you are upset over things.

boxing day!

2008-12-25T23:36:00.003+08:00

run.
really need a run soon.. my stress meter is exploding soon.. sweat my worries out!!!
school problem lead to work problem lead to money problem!! damn!! plus the issue with 1 of my group of friends... sian~ hope all problem will become small 1.. den small problem will become nothing soon~ wahahaaha...

drink.
need to drink abit soon~! haha.. dunno y just feel like drinking!! alcohol i mean..

i need my carefree n stressfree world.. how much harder/what do i need to work on to get it soon?

x'mas.
spent my x'mas eve with taka's pal.. got a pretty nice gift from the present xchange~ thanks to sherry!! den celebrated tim n jeremy's birthday oso.. 3 in 1 celebration!!! tt is quite time-saving? wahaha..

2 happy birthday boy. jeremy n tim.

will upload when i get the rest of picture from px!

he is coming to town!

2008-12-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

x'mas.
yesh!! x'mas is here!! woohoo!! celebrating with taka's pal~!havent even wrap the present yet.. damn!! n to all my other friends!! MERRY X'MAS!!

phuket.
was looking at the webbie abt the marathon.. really interested in joining.. but it's on the 14th june 2009. but my exam week start on the 15th... if i am really going.. i need to make sure i will be on the way back to s'pore on the 14th night~ but anyway i shld be tinking abt sundown more 1st~ although it's more or less settled~

running.
hai~ havent been running since scsm~! hahaa... need to get my running shoes on soon!

shatec.
got the schedule for "training" for nxt term.. will be at charcoal(training restaurant of our school) for 9 weeks.. there will be real paying customer there n i will be 1 of those cooking for them..it's gonna be totally like working lor~ but there r not paying me allowance/anything.. damn.. .. n even my saturday they also makan nabei.. a free labour i am gonna be... damn it.. this thingy better dont affect my job at rsh cause i gonna be only able to afford to work for rsh on sunday only for that 9 weeks.. need to talk abt this with win~ if i lose my job at rsh.. i gonna leech off my parents totally already!!!!!!!! headache man!

this is funny!

Taylor Swift's Last Christmas.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
1 of my fav x'mas songs!!

slave.

2008-12-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

slave.
i am working for money. tt make me a slave for $. damn it.. totally under their control.

rsh.
work been good today.. although 11-11.. but time pass rather fast.. tml full again.. but for $$$.. got to endure.. x'mas eve still a ?.

taka's pal.

chow chew meng.
i am quite a fan of his ah bee role in "don't worry,be happy!",while on the way back from work in the mrt today. i saw a news about him suffering a disease called muscular dystrophy. a scary illness from what i read about it.. he is only 40. 2 very young daughter.and now he have to face against such torment. i do sincerely hope he and his family can handle this really huge hurdle some how.

urchin.

2008-12-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

sea uchin.
went orchard with hide n tim... and got a chance to eat sea urchin sushi from sushi teh. although expensive.. but farking worth it... now i tink salmon sashimi is nothing... o man.. super shiok!!!!!!!!!!! go in mouth.. melT!!!!!!!!!!! shiok shiok shiok!! the feeling is unforgettable i want to go eat again soon! wahahaha.. n i want to go japan!! eat sushi eat sashimi buy burberry!

rsh.
2days full shift+1 day afternoon shift! chiong ar!

britney.
yes! been blasting her songs on my nano.. circus,if you seek amy and of course womanizer womanizer!! great comeback... at 1st tot she is a goner after taking drug n cutting botak.. but now she is really stronger then yesterday!

悄悄的告诉她

那束玫瑰或许会悄悄的告诉她
-南拳妈妈

17days.

2008-12-14T00:35:00.005+08:00

2009.
17days more till 2oo9. tt mean i stepping into my 22nd soon~ farking shit.. can i be forever 21? n i got a new year resolution in mind already! TO EARN AS MUCH $$ AS I CAN while still a full time student!

shatec.
exam over~ haha.. confident enough to maintain my gpa above 3.. hasnt been really bz studying this past week.. i spend more time on red alert 3 den those books~ wahhaha.. n 2 weeks of holiday.. must enjoy as much as i can.. before i start becoming shatec's free labour~

rsh.
having a xmas sale now.. alot of thing at 50% n that mean alot of animal savaging for cheap stuff.. making us all so tired~ but dunno y i enjoyed working today~ gonna fight against them tml again~ i want my off on xmas eve~!!! or at least a early release~

running.
recovered from scsm already.. body arent aching anymore.. time to plan for ippt~ this 400$ i aint gonna let this ez money just fly away.. just need to clock.. 40 sit up? 230cm of sbj? 10 chin up? less den 10sec for 4x10m? 9.44 for 2.4? den the $ will be in the bank!! wahahaa.. i gonna make it!!!

mara-pictures.

2008-12-09T09:51:00.006+08:00

scsm.
scsm are much better in term of almost everything.. even can get running pictures from them.. but not a single 1 is nice for me.. all are showing my painful moment.. checked result of some of the ppl i noe.. only my cousin stylo milo.. 3hr37mins.. win me by 1hr! damn.. n the winner of the marathon clocked 2h15mins.. farking crazy... anyway finally find someting which can describe my feeling,it's like scoring an own goal like tt.. if i didnt walk,jus push myself abit more i wld have clocked the timing.. but forget it.. adidas sundown nxt.. planning to join team's 10km run with kehin... but we need another 2 members... need to psycho weiliang n guohai~

so much agony on my face.. damn... shld have remember to look smart look good.. haha..

after the race.. my hand was shaking i remember..

rsh.
work been tough with body aching.. but it's over for this wkend.. nxt mon onward school holiday wondering if win letting me work..

shatec.
exam tml.. hope to get thru' it quickly n maintain my good reslult i had from last term..

shopping.
slurge abit.. haha.. a adidas watch,n afew t-shirt.. jus cldnt resist....... but feel good.. the watch i bought was to congrate myself for completing the 42km run..

timing.

2008-12-08T09:27:00.006+08:00

scsm.
official timing is out mine is 4h:46m:54s... there are quite alot cool thingy from the official result webbie.. like i finished ahead 8000++ ppl from e same cath.. hahah.. and my average speed below.. my average timing for 1km was 6min++.. n my location when the 1st finisher reach the finishing line,i was still at east coast!!. my whole body is aching already..

shatec.
finally feeling the stress of exam..

scsm.

2008-12-07T11:49:00.006+08:00

scsm.
utterly dissappointed. was aiming for 4.30 finish but in the end 4.50 like tt.. damn sian.. n i totally walk for abt 7km.. just cldnt get my feet moving.. but at least got e t-shirt i wanted.. no more running event for me other den ippt!! bloody tortune to myself.. got a picture with kehin.. post it when i get it.

rsh.
going to work soon.. will be half dead i tink.. mayb will ask for early release..
my father ask me when he noe i am going to work now.. u in need of $$ meh? i told him nope.. but i am still young tt y so chiong.. n oso i want more money not need...

taka's pal.
jeremy jioed for steamboat.. till now no news.. look like it aint happening..

quarantine.

2008-12-06T01:06:00.004+08:00

awesomely good show.. worth a 10$ tixs.. scare the shit out of me.. a re-make from a spainish movie called "rec". i recommending it.. man.. a must watch for those who love human biting human kinda of movie.. u noe "zombie"~ from the net look like e spainish are making a part 2 of their version already.. it's a told from a cam-man pt of view.. be prepared to be a bit dizzy..
the spainish trailer.

the u.s trailer.

scsm.
1 more day.. doubling my water intake. checked. just want to reach the finishing line strong. i know i can.

slavery.

2008-12-05T17:21:00.004+08:00

shatec.
suddenly i so want to be a slave for $$... so i am thinking to join jeremy they all at the st. regis part time too.. mostly is just because i want to earn xtra $.. the rest wld b due to "xp".. it's oso just a 6-11 job.. only go there when they need ppl.. hahaa.. n since after sunday i dun need use tt xtra free time slot during wkdays to do so much running except for ippt during jan.. so shldnt be a big prob slotting this part time in.. just need to sacrifice abit of slacking time..99% thingy..

$ are SO making this world going round n round.

taka's pal.
today's movie oso cancelled already.. slacking at home i guess..

stars.

2008-12-05T00:32:00.005+08:00

画面开始没有她
我还在装傻--周杰倫 - 心雨

army daze.
people said when u wish a upon a shooting star. your wish will come true.. but till now my wish still havent come true.. damn myth... but i was really lucky to see 1.. tt day,1 or 2 hours after midnight, out in field looking for msk... was resting with jinghui after a round of patrolling..gazing up to the sky with a plenty of thought, wondering when this msk ordeal will end.. wondering what is happening outside the operation area.. thinking how no life i am ever since becoming a soldier..n with all the sand fly creeping round n round on our face.. morale was pretty low.. suddenly a flash of light caught my attention.. i sprang up n exclaimed "ni na bei! jing hui you liu xing!!"

taka's pal.
vera jioed to go eat steamboat.. but look like it aint happening cause not enough ppl.. was so looking forward to eat eat eat~ den now sherry organising a movie outing now.. wondering if it's gonna to happen.. o ya.. back in the army daze it felt like only meet them once in while.. but now it's felt like on a weekly basis.. something to do with the freedom i gain back i tink... plus my life is so much happening compared to tt 2 yrs..

anyway a long weekend is coming.. just kinda of looking forward to scsm..

篮球火.

2008-12-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

yes!! got the hotshot drama from anna already.. some catching up to do.. a very nice song from the show.. damn.. finally a taiwan drama after meteor garden which i am really into it i shld said.. really nice.. story aint tt bad.. just the action abit too over already.. jumping so high up just score a point are things that only happen in cartoon..

對你的眼神選擇了逃避
符致逸 - 真的, 我沒事.

shatec.
finished my practical exam.. 1 more of weeks of school den holiday.. after tt new term free labour to school restaurant for 3 mths.. pay the school fee to work for them!! i aint happy abt it actually~~

sscm.
i am wondering why am i doing such a thing to my body.. damn!

gotcha!

2008-11-30T23:13:00.005+08:00

4o4.
shufen's birthday. lol.. noting much jus tt we mahjonged.... lucky we entertained ourselves with tt.. she got so many ppl to attend to... mj won 25$ in 10,20cents when we only play till NAN feng... imagine we play till the end n she cont to have good luck... i tink the 3 of us can vomit blood already.. lol.. mahjong is so FUN!!!
shufen's 21st.

caught in action.. lol.. we were trying not get snap. but~~

taka's pal.
sherry's birthday nxt.. reached quite late.. cause of our group's not so glamorous habit.. lol.. lateness... and now i realise sat's ecp traffic is hell.. i was so "lucky" to get choosen to play a game.. so paiseh la.. although all of us are sherry's friends but we are still stranger to each other.. no place to mahjong~ my only regret.. lol...
sherry's 21st.

rsh.
work was slow today.. also i said a total of 578 times of "HI! welcome!" cause i was stationed at the door... like a dog~ wahaha.. damn win, didnt give me my off on the 7th.. said she forgot..... but nvm la.. still can earn $$.. i jus worry i will get too tired after the sscm...

my wkend wasnt too bad... excited but not ready for sscm.. how? damn... year end is coming... damn~

on the sidenote.
afew days ago. terrorist attacked mumbai.. shooting at innocent.. a fellow singaporean was innocently killed.. yes she maybe just 1 singaporean but she will always be a reminder for the rest of us to continue stay vigilant against all this terrorist's act tt is affecting the whole world... rest in peace.

21st of 2 friends.

2008-11-29T11:30:00.005+08:00

sat.
yup. 2 21st to attend.. tt y need a off today if not will miss 2 good friends 21st.. sherry n shufen!

shatec.
got my exam schedule already.. now i started to feel abit of exam blue already.. just this ABIT wahahaha... to have a exam on a saturday tt is damn fuck up... what wrong with the admin over in school man... student pass fark up.. time table fark up... exam schedule fark up.. other den these school been fine~

taka's pal.
went out with px yz vera tim jeremy ytd.. went to get sherry's birthday present.. hope she like it! such a headache to get her present.. actually it was always a headache to get present.. techically we were looking around 4 2 wks.. but in the end we still called n asked wat she want.. wahhaha.. den after tt K-ed.. enjoyed.. cause too long time nv sung my lung out.. sing afew new songs already.. jay,kenji,mayday,j.j...

4o4.
heading out to shufen 21st soon.. at bishan condo i tink~ it was also a headache to get her present.. ask her to tell us wat she want directly she cldnt make up mind.. hope she like the present too!

1 more week to payday~!!

photo of ubin.

2008-11-24T23:16:00.005+08:00

too many. so select afew only~ facebook will have all if i am not lazy later..

well done weiliang!!

chek jawa.

2008-11-24T22:17:00.006+08:00

shatec.
school 1st. damn i been waking up late on monday~ n s i hoped for.. anvil is really on mc n dk was really cancelled.. but with anvil mcing aint really good oso.. i wonder if she can finish 6 chapter in 3wks time..

pulau ubin.
so i really did went pulau ubin with those 3 sausages. weather was kind enough, walking on those trail n track make me feel like walking in the training area. jus minus the m203 n the no4 n sbo. look like i really do miss army life. haha.. not a bad place to go for a stroll into mother earth(we didnt rent bikes. we walked!) n to get away from urbanization n get bitten by mosquito. upload photos when i get it from guohai n weiliang. didnt make the wrong choice going there. southern ridge,next?

bu fan de ai.
awesome show. lucky i didnt miss the finale.. maybe if got dvd or vcd can buy n keep.. bravo to chen han wei! aids are really scary in the way they make ur immune system not functioning,imagine begin so vulnerable to all kind of sickness n diseases...
"you are always our tallest n strongest tree."tiantian to bufan.

and my dark eye rings are so ming xian recently.. is it because of the contact len? damn.

ubin?

2008-11-23T23:00:00.005+08:00

friday.
hang out with hide n tim. jalan jalan around town area. den do abit of poking of balls. den a treat by hide to newton. finally a store in newton i dun mind going back to eat..

shatec.
end of term in 3 weeks time. mean project deadline plus exam date nearing. but i am neither excited or gan chong abt it. good or bad sign? i dunno.

rsh.
work is ok. time quite slow la this week. finally noe y farah dread going suntec. after tasting it myself on sat. got the off for nxt sat n 7thdec already.. but x'mas eve still a ? mark. n a very funny situation to me happened today.. i was taking care of the fitting room... daydreaming looking at the swisshotel/nuaing watever u call it.. den i saw a familiar person on the 1st lvl with a window b/w us i wave with my whole body strength to grab her attention.. hahaha.. luckily anna did saw me.. with her reaction.. the whole tings is so funny to me la...

band of sausage.
tml maybe meeting guo hai,kehin n weiliang for a ubin trip.. kinda of want to awol from school to go ubin.. but the angel side of me forced me to c how lesson go in school tml... hope d.k is cancel n anvil is sick! wahah..i feel every sporean must at least go ubin once in a lifetime. i really want do it tml.. wahhaha...

other den friday. my wkend kinda of suck. hope for a better week ahead pls. the xmas feeling is here. haha..

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解--吴克群 - 残废

kenji.

2008-11-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

kenji.
he is good,write his own song BUT his new hair kinda of funny at 1st look.. got esp impressed by his live performance actually.. some of his new song aint too bad.. e.g this song 愛太痛 and the 1 with wang xing ling "na na na" and he re-sung the song 傻瓜 which he wrote for landy.. anyway i feel like K-ing soon already but want to wait for all those recent new song~.. wahahha..

吃不能吃誰不能睡
沒有了你全都不對
我的學不會把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠
哭不能哭笑不能笑
沒有了你全都不對
朋友都說這不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都但卻
能不能不愛了因為愛太痛了
我痛的快死了卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了愛情它太痛了
我不能夠不能夠不愛了--吳克群

friday.
tml is FRIDAY!! jus gonna meet zhiwen for some window shopping cause of limited fund.